"...here's to the nights we felt alive here's to the tears you knew you'd cry here's to goodbye tomorrow's gonna come too soon..." ~ Eve6<333 (02...)

Two days left with my Kyle. Today was a good day for us, especially in the end :)

We had our yearly Yearbook assembly, and this year's was especially emotional for me because come to find out Kyle drew the cover of it. It's awesome; words cannot describe it. He's an amazing artist above everything else. Then, they showed the Senior Slideshow and he had a photo like every other picture. And he was smiling. By the end, I was crying copiously; I will miss him, no doubt about it. Next, everytime he saw me in the hallways, he waved to me. Then again, I felt like crap so I had my hood on and I was noticeable, but I was ecstatic that he was finally taking notice.

Then afterschool came and we looked through the Yearbook together. I signed his, and hopefully I can buy one tomorrow because he wants to sign mine. As I was signing it, he asked me if I had had Vault today, and I told him yes. He then asked how many I had had, and I said one, so he's like "only one?" and he bought me another :P Oh, how I love that man; he HATES the fact that I'm addicted to that soda and still buys it for me :P We then moved into our breezeway, where he realized that he had left his coat in his locker, so he ran to the 3rd floor to retrieve it. I got bored, so I took out my camera:

Yeah, I get bored easily :P Actually these were taken within 5 minutes and he saw me take the last one. I showed him all the pictures and we agree I'm a bit conceeded, but I'm cute so I can be.
So he returned to his normal place of sitting on the windowsill and I was hugging him around his stomach and he was whining that I was holding his fat. That man has no fat on him, unlike me: I'm pretty fat. In these photos, I was wearing a sweater (SHUTUPIWASCOLD!) and they were taken at an angle. Well, we talked for a bit, then I decided to hug him again, this time from the front and as I'm doing so...his mom pulls up in their van to pick him up =X I pointed that out to him, and he's like "Oh boy this is going to take some explaining". I offered to talk to her and he just laughed, saying it wouldn't be too bad.
Just to check on that, I called him and he's like, "Oh, she just said 'I thought you guys were just friends' and I said 'we are, she's the hugging type'" so it's all good. He was trying to make me feel better, too, because I'm exhausted. People keep waking me up and it's not cool.
Kyle: Note to self - if I fall onto Kristin's bed, try not to wake her up.

Ughh, tomorrow I'm supposed to go help my friend shop for birthday party supplies, but I really don't want to; I want to talk to Kyle again hahaha! Only two days left...they're going by uber quickly and I don't like it.

until next we meet...
♥*

"...stop turn take a look around at all the lights and sounds let it bring you in..." ~ Yellowcard<333 (03...)

Today marks three days left with Kyle. But he was such a sweetie today, he totally made it worthwhile :) I love him, and he loves me :D

My day actually started at around 12:15 in the morning when I got a call on my cell phone, which rarely happens at all. It said Clayton's number so I answered it:
*me: Hello?
Voice 1: Hello, this is a public service.
*me: ok...
Voice 1: Would you like to buy a refrigderator?
*me: no...
Voice 1: Oh, ok, in the event that you would like to buy one, call this number and refer to me. T.O.M or you could talk to my associate, C.L.A.Y. He wants you, you know. He talks about you all the time...Here, Clay, why don't you tell her how you really feel about her?
Clayton: Dude, hang up the phone now!
-disconnected-
So I shook my head, reconnected my phone to its charger, and fell back to sleep...until 1am when Clayton called me back:
*me: Hello?
Clayton: Kristin?
*me: Yeah...
Clayton: Hey, sorry about that call earlier. My friend got ahold of my phone and started calling people...and he called you....
*me: it's ok...
Clayton: Ok...wait, were you sleeping?
*me: Yeah...
Clayton: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I WOKE YOU UP! How do you feel now?
*me: Cold, naked, and tired.
Clayton: Wait, wait...say that again, I didn't hear you.
*me: I'm cold, naked, and tired.
Voice 1: Hahahaha, dude, keep this one!
Clayton: Yeah, my friend heard you.
Voice 1: Dude, just tell her how you really feel about her!
Clayton: Well, I guess I should let you get more sleep, so-
Voice 1: No, TELL HER!
Clayton: Bye
-disconnected-
As you can see, I was awake after that one, but I must've fallen asleep at some point because the next time I looked at the clock it said 5:50am, so I attempted to fall back to sleep, but that only lasted until about 6:15am. Finally I said, "Screw it", got up and got dressed. School was...school. Nothing that exciting happens in my school. Oh, wait...as I was taking my Chemistry final, a classroom 2 doors down from us was watching Monty Python and The Holy Grail. I was reciting it as I answered questions about the Periodic Table and elements :P LOVE that movie! Then in 5th period (Fascinating Foods), I hung out in my favorite teacher's classroom and talked to her about how much Kyle has changed since she had him as a student his first year at Fort Plain. And finally 7th period, I got out of Web Design to watch The Breakfast Club with Coty in her study hall. AWESOME movie, for those of us unfortunate souls who have not seen it :/
Afterschool, I hung out with Kyle. He told me about the three awards he got at Senior Awards Night last night, and one was $300, which he might use to get a laptop :) I'm proud of him; he's really intelligent. But for some reason, we attract annoying people around us, so we stood inbetween two of the doors and the whole time he was clinging to me, to cheer me up since I was depressed from the fact that I'm exhausted. He's adorable though so I didn't mind. He poked me, much like I would poke him. He pretended to yawn by stretching his arms out then grabbing me, and cuddling, saying that things will get better for me. I made him listen to "Your Guardian Angel" by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, and I started to cry and he's like "I shall find you happier music" and he named off a list of bands, all while I clung to his arm and used his shoulder as a pillow. I then decided to kiss him and I held him saying, "I love you. I hope you know that." He replied with "I do." Sadly, his ride came shortly after that. Hopefully, tomorrow, we'll talk more and I'll be a bit happier, although he immensely cheered me up :) This is why I love that man.
Oh, it was hilarious; I told him he could use my cell to call his parents and he looked for his name in my phone book and when he found it, he growled. I asked him what was wrong, and he said, "You have my middle name?!" I laughed, telling him that that's how I organized my address book, because some people have the same first name, but not many have the same first and middle. He still growled, but I poked him and he laughed.

Well, that was my day today. Tomorrow I will have a bit more sleep and I shall have some caffiene *evil giggle* Yes, I am an addict :P Maybe not Vault tomorrow though *sigh* But Green Tea :)

until next we meet...
♥*

So I hear you're gangster...(03...)

You know, I'm pretty gangster myself ;D
This was me in first period today. I was freezing, so I wore my friend's oversized hoodie until lunch when she asked for it back *pouty face* Oh, well...I'll bring my own tomorrow.

Speaking of tomorrow, Kyle and I MUST talk tomorrow, because we haven't talked in person yet this week and it's our final week together :( I cannot believe he's graduating...tonight was the Senior Awards Ceremony, but I was at Allyson's so I didn't go. I called Kyle's house and his mom told me he wasn't home so I'll assume that's where he was, and wouldn't loved to see him accept any awards they gave him. I'll have to talk to him about it tomorrow :)
Allyson's house was fun as usual. We watched a new Anime she found called Black Cat; I'm in love with Tren♥. He reminds me of Kyle (then again, most of the Anime characters I like remind me of him...hmmmm...haha). Then we watched Strange Brew, and for the life of me, I cannot see what was happening in that movie at all. It was very confusing in my opinion, but Allyson and her sister, Emily, and mother love it so I gave it a chance. I didn't mind it, I just don't like movies that confuse me.

As for anything else, I just have this one song going through my head. It's called "Make Tonight" by Emanuel, and it's so sweet.

Sway, so sway

You know you taste so good

This is the night we're on fire

Sway, so sway

Yeah...once I remember more of it, I'll post it :)

With that, I shall depart and wait for responses from everyone :P

until next we meet...

♥*

"...when you opened up what you said it was so sad, that no one would notice if you ran away..." ~ Kill Hannah<333 (04...)

Four days left with Stitch (and yes, he actually responds when I call him Stitch). Actually, it might not be too bad after he leaves, considering the fact that he actually calls me now :) Yes, he picks up his phone and CALLS me when I tell him to :D:D:D Makes me ecstatic!

^-^ My absolute FAVORITE picture of us...well, him; I kinda got chopped out here :P I want to print it out on picture paper, frame it, and give it to him when he graduates, so he'll never forget me...although at this point it would be impossible for him because he loves me :) Ahhh, I just love saying that, because I now know it's completely true! ♥♥♥ Hehehe!

Oh so I told you all about that younger guy I was with and that I want back...I have a picture of him...

^_^ He's in costume and stage makeup...but you get my drift...I miss him...:( Alot.....:(

Well, for now I don't know what else to say here...we all seem to be utilizing my Cbox rather nicely :P

until next we meet...
♥*

"...my little black heart breaks apart with your big mouth..." ~ Unwritten Law<33 (05...)

Five days left until that final day with Kyle :( I don't know how I'll survive without him here, but as he said, we still have the phone. And maybe once he's at college, he'll get an Email address and we can talk there too.
In case you didn't know, Kyle is my best friend.
Speaking of which, we had a breakthrough on Friday night. I called him to tell him that the guy I was with dumped me (long story), but he wasn't home so I left a message. He actually called me back at about 9:15pm and we talked until 11:30pm, in which alot went on. First, we were how we normally are; he's the and I'm the flirt. Then he got a bit...well...ahem, I think you can figure it out and after he "relieved" himself, he said that he has a love for me and has for a long time. It's not like a sister or a significant other, but he does love me; "why else would I wait for you after school even when you're not there?". I love that man with an everloving passion, and I know I always will. And he will always love me too. We even said it to each other as we hung up Friday. I can't wait to see him tonight afterschool.

My friend Clayton (see picture above; my beautiful teh hottie) wants to hang out with me tomorrow, but my parents won't let me since he's 20 and I'm 17. I mean, that's not that big of a gap but still...I know why Clayton wants to hang out with me. It's why any guy, except Kyle and Rocky, wants to hang out with me...I have a nice body hahaha! Yeah right; that's just what they all say. Anyways, I might go to Allyson's tomorrow instead and tell him I'm studying and that during the summer would be better for us to hang out during. Especially since I've got 4 Regents exams next week and it's Kyle's graduation on the 23rd.

Not too much else is going on, except I know you want to hear about the most recent guy that dumped me. His name is Chris and we were in E-RI-E together (he played Reverend Johnson while I played Thomas), and during the time of the rehearsals I fell for him but he didn't seem interested in me. Last Tuesday, he IMed me asking what I got in CATS so we started randomly talking about my body and such and then he asked me out. Not even 3 days later, he says I'm too old for him (he's 14 and I'm 17) and that he doesn't see how it would work out for us. I want him back. Age is just a number, I've always believed that. So what I'm prepared to do is tell him that I'm quitting CATS and that it's his fault. I know that sounds mean but it'll work to my advantage in the long run, trust me. I'm only mean if need be, and need be.

With that, I shall depart until further notice.

until next we meet...
♥*

10....

10 days left with Stitch and I'm starting to go insane. I really don't want to lose him, because he's my best friend, my love, my everything. Sadly, I know I don't mean all that to him, but he still cares about me alot.

Other than that, I was reading the entry I posted 2 entries down from this one, and I realized I never updated you guys here. I finally got over 1000 friends on and I broke up with Dallas. The thing is I no longer use that anymore because I just can't keep up with everyone. And with Dallas, it only made me want to be with Kyle more, so that wasn't cool at all.
I love Kyle, though. As I said, he's my best friend. I hope we'll see each other sometime during the summer and when he starts at college. I'm going to miss him sooooooooooooo much, it's not funny :(

Well, before I get all emotional here, I should go redo this layout :)

Lilo loves Stitch; that's a known fact, am I right?


until next we meet...
♥*

Song in my head - hellogoodbye :: Baby It's Fact <333
Go look it up!

11....

(this would be my favorite song/my song to Kyle...

"Konstantine" - Something Corporate *most amazing song ever written and recorded*)

There are eleven days left of classes, which means only eleven days left with Kyle. I'm sad that he's graduating (no doubt there) but I'm happy he's advancing with his life and going to college. I wish him the best of luck in whatever his life throws his way. And maybe...just maybe, we'll be together again :)

Aside from that, not too much has happened in my life...I just know I'm going to miss him. I have no freakin' clue what I will do next year without him :( Maybe by then he'll have a car and his license and he'll come see me...afterschool, of course :P

Hahaha, before I get too emotional right now I shall go...





I miss my Stitch already...and there's only 11 days left :o :[


The Stitch to my Lilo, The Kouta to my Lucy :-*

Music note :: "Reinventing Your Exit" - underØATH <3333