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"..Don't give up; believe I'll wait it out for you..." ~ Armor For Sleep<333

Just so we all know, this is Post #69 in here XD I just thought that was insanely amusing!

The past couple days have definitely been....well....days, to say the least. One minute, I'm all high on life and everything's going great; the next, I feel like I'm microscopic and that I mean nothing to nobody. I hate that. It's slightly manic, honestly. But whatever, right? Such is the life of an 18-year-old girl.

Today was alright for me personally, but academically I sucked. I had to give a ten minute speech in my Public Speaking class and I totally forgot my notes, so I printed out all the information that I gathered off of Wikipedia and read it directly off the sheets, which is the first thing they teach you NOT to do. Then in Psychology we had a quiz that I didn't know we were having so, of course, I didn't study and I knew nothing about the theories of motivation and whatnot. It just sucked pretty badly for me in that aspect.
During 8th period, I continued reading Twilight and I realized that it's a lot like how my life was when I first moved out to Fort Plain. Bella is slightly different than all the people at her new school and she meets this beautiful man named Edward, who, incidentally, reminds me of Kyle and how he used to be around me; very shy, reserved, but not afraid to speak his mind to correct me on certain things. It's scaring me that it's so closely related to my life, but I'm too intrigued to stop reading; I'm also only on the third chapter =P But it seems to be well written, so that's a plus.

Tomorrow is Richard♥'s birthday and I'm going to spend almost 11 hours with him =D I'm ecstatic! And a bit nervous, because at 6pm, he's having his party and most of his friends are coming, and...well...we all know me =P But I'm slowly calming down and relaxing with the idea that I have to talk to and meet new people, although I know at least one of the people coming. This should be fun XD Expect pictures! Hehehe!

Other than that, I have nothing else I could say. I'm just ecstatic for tomorrow XDXDXDXD

I love you, Richard♥ [since I know he's going to read this =P]. I cannot wait for 1pm tomorrow....grrrr!!! =D

until next we meet...
♥*
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