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"She gets what she wants, And she breaks what she gets, Get out while you can or she'll tear you to pieces..." - All Time Low <33!

w00tz! This is my hundredth post in here! XDXD Let's keep me blogging for many many more years to come, shall we? And no Elijah my blog does NOT suck! :P

So today was definitely an emotional rollercoaster for me. I attempted getting back together with James, and it failed; he doesn't want committment and I do. I then attempted getting him to make me hate him, and he got close; he basically told me that dealing with me is like "running in circles with a retard" so I cried, screamed "I HATE YOU" at him through the phone, and hung up. He and I just need time then we'll be friends.
Remember Kyle, everyone? If you don't or weren't around back then, refer to May 2007 - sometime in 2008 I think. Kyle was my "high school sweetheart" in a way; we dated on and off a few times and then lost contact until last week. Now he won't stop texting me :P He's attempting to get me to date him again, and I may but I'm skeptical. What if this doesn't work out again?! Really, our patterns don't show "success". But who knows, right?
That one friend contacted me tonight confirming that we are no longer friends. That's fine; guess we had a good run, eh? Really, I'm just upset with them for blatantly ignoring my birthday; sounds petty but we all had to make a big deal for their birthday, so why should mine be ignored?! Whatever though. Water under the bridge. If they want to be my friend again, they know how to get at me.

And now for Bo video #2! :D

Yes, he tries rapping about himself :P This is song #1 like this; the other is called "I'm Bo Yo". Gosh, I love him! <33333

Alright, back to Facebook and maybe that boyyy will IM me :)

until next we meet...
♥*

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Anonymous said…
I wish guys were lining up outside my door like that :P
Hey, if he's not into it, then why waste time on him? Especially when there's a different guy in the picture who likes to text.
October 2, 2009 at 7:57 PM
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