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::FACT:: Women are no better than men.

I figured I'd update this now since I'm expecting a phone call at 9 from NPM (kinda like NPH but his last name isn't "Harris". Get it?!) as I will call him in here :) NPM is one of my exes but we're still friends; he's #17. Like, he and I met, he didn't get along with Anthony, Cindy, and Amber, so we decided we weren't good together. Tonight, while texting, he said he regrets dumping me. Le sigh...
I'm still determined to get that boyyy though. I've worked too hard and suffered too long at this to just walk about from what could possibly be the greatest romance of my entire life. Seriously, 8 years, people. And it's like he understands what I'm feeling and what I'm going through but will NOT give a straight answer as to whether he wants me or not. I know he wants me in bed, he's made that perfectly clear, but I want something a little more than that.

Speaking of "romance", I have a friend (and yes she's a different person than me) who had been in a relationship with who seemed to be a nice guy for her. Today he dumped her, saying he "just didn't want to date her anymore". Now, if he loved her and truly wanted to be with her, he'd want to stand by her side always...am I right? Girls, the men of today are heartless, only want one thing, and think with the head inside their pants. Sad but very true. We need the good guys that are out there; the Landon Carter's, the Seth Cohen's, the Ted Mosby's, the Marshall Erikson's, and the Lenard Hofsteader's (I just made reference to A Walk To Remember, The OC, How I Met Your Mother, and The Big Bang Theory all in one post; I'm good :D). Are they out there? Yes, in the men we'd least expect them to be. Would they be our first choices to go after? Probably not, because just like men we too can be stupid sometimes. Yes, women aren't any more superior to men as men aren't any more superior to women; we all make mistakes and fall and get hurt and not do what's right for us. We ALL need to open our eyes and STOP going after "Mr. Right Now" and wait patiently for "Mr. Right" :)

And, that, my friends, is what I call a blog entry...haha!
By the way, my ears hurt. Anyone else here gauge their ears?

until next we meet...
♥*

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