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"...It's always the fallen ones, That think they're always gonna save me..." ~ Third Eye Blind

For starters, I'm in a super good mood today :) Seriously, it's not the happiest I've been in ages but it's pretty happy!
I think it has to do with Chris, who I hung out with for a couple hours earlier. He's a really great guy...who's moving :( Anyone I get close to ends up leaving but it's whatever; I'll just enjoy him while he's here :) He's one of the few people I feel safe talking with about anything. He doesn't judge me and likes me for who I am. Also, I love watching his facial expressions; you can honestly tell when he's being serious or kidding about something, and I really like that. And it helps that he has a veryyyy cute face :3 Blond hair, blue eyes...I'd love to have him as my boyfriend, but if we don't end up being lovers, at least we'll always be friends :D And I must say...I'm in love with his car, haha! It's a really sexy one and someday I'll make babies with it before he trades it in :o

Yesterday, Hannah and I went running around town, juiced up on Red Bull, and ran more, only to have me come home and do some crunches...then more running. I'm serious about the getting in shape plan! I need to lose at least 20 pounds.

Other than that, I got reconnected with the song "Faster" by Third Eye Blind, which is how my blog gets the link isawyougofaster.blogspot.com. It's a really interesting song and I just now understand what it's talking about. Basically, here's how I see it: It's describing how Chris is and lives; completely carefree and in the moment...with everything, including sex. Okay, the song focuses on sex but if you look at it innocently it's an amazing song about having ultimate freedom. If you'd like to hear it, click here and enjoy :)

Alright, with that I must go feed my kitties and wait for Cora to call me.
until next we meet...
♥*

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