He lied to me. For over a week, Donny lied to me, saying he loved me and couldn't wait to be with me. I just couldn't believe it when he told me earlier. You better believe I cried my eyes out.
This just goes to show that I get my hopes up wayyyy too high too often and I need to stop doing that. I just can't believe that I let him let me fall like that for him again. I KNOW what he does; I've dated him twice before...but for some reason, this time felt different. Like, we both really wanted to be with each other...but no, he'd rather have his friend, Rayna, which if I ever meet her, I will tell her she's the luckiest girl alive because he's a great guy...at least when you're dating him. I wish I was her...I really do.
I'm never good enough for any of the guys I like...*sigh*
But whatever. You know, I'm not going to let this tear me down. I will stay strong.
Now all I need is to talk to Rocky...hehe!
No comments:
Post a Comment