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"My conscience calls too guilty to come home..." ~ Bullet For My Valentine

Hahaha, oh how I love my friends, especially Rocky!
messed up STAR k: right, it would be cute to push your gf around in a shopping cart at like wal-mart or price chopper?
CPrelientK77: um maybe
messed up STAR k: omgoshhhhh...do you think I'm insane too
messed up STAR k: ?
CPrelientK77: lol
CPrelientK77: nooo.... y wud i think that?
CPrelientK77: j/k lol
messed up STAR k: lol...*sigh* that's all I want...a guy to push me around in a shopping cart
messed up STAR k: the back of it, not the kiddie seat haha
CPrelientK77: that means that you're dangerously dependent on guys
CPrelientK77: no seriously I read that in a book
CPrelientK77: or not...;-)
messed up STAR k: whattttt???? I just thought it sounded cute
messed up STAR k: I'm not dependant on anyone, except Jesus
CPrelientK77: lol
CPrelientK77: i wuz j/k
CPrelientK77: wankin your chain lol
messed up STAR k: hahahaha surrrre

*sigh* All I want is a guy to push me around a store in a shopping cart. I think it would be adorable and I'd sooo take pictures hehe!

Also, everyone should listen to the song "Existentalism on Prom Night" by Straylight Run. It's amazing!

...Sing me something soft
Sad and delicate
Or loud and out of key
Sing me anything...
Seriously, go download it or something...NOW!! I would love to perform it for the Pops Concert next year as it is my Senior High School year =P But the teacher probably won't let me, because it's sung by a guy. Whatever though...it would be super uber...hehe!
the rest of the night is devoted to homework and rehearsal...grrrrr....
until next we meet...<3

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