I kinda like this blog. No one leaves me any nasty comments here or anything, so I feel safe.
Anyways...the past couple days have been a test for me. Monday it finally occured to me that Kyle is graduating and leaving. After June 23, he and I won't be talking most likely, and it makes me sad. I love him, even if it's just as a really good friend, it's love. Then Tuesday he and I talked and it got emotional, especially when we started talking about dreams. Long story short, I cried, he apologized profusively, and then he had to leave.
Later that day, Rocky and I saw each other at rehearsal, where I told him the only phrase I know in German aside from "gutentag": "Enben kernad ich liebe dich", which roughly translated is "I'm sorry I love you". He took this as a "OMGosh, Kristin fell for me again" and called me after rehearsal to ask me not to love him. I mean, dudeee...it's a phrase. But I don't care. We're still going to a concert on Monday!!!! I'm excited!!!!
And today was alright. I went to Allyson's afterschool and we decided to write a fanfic where I'm in love with Professor Snape. "Snapey-wapey"..."I want to be your potions misstress...I mean, the potions mistress, not yours...I mean, I'd be yours if you want but...ahhhh!!!!" It's funny because in it everyone else is like all weirded out by my love of the teacher =P Then at rehearsal tonight, Rocky and I talked again...and we discovered that we're both easily amused and that I can actually act XDDXDDXDD He's surprised =P And we still can't wait till Monday :) NORMA JEAN!!!! w00t!!!!!
Well...I don't really know how to end this, except to say goodnite and that I think I'll come back sometime in the near future. Oh, and that I love Kyle...I will get him out of the glass box soon...this I promise you...
until next we meet...
♥*
Anyways...the past couple days have been a test for me. Monday it finally occured to me that Kyle is graduating and leaving. After June 23, he and I won't be talking most likely, and it makes me sad. I love him, even if it's just as a really good friend, it's love. Then Tuesday he and I talked and it got emotional, especially when we started talking about dreams. Long story short, I cried, he apologized profusively, and then he had to leave.
Later that day, Rocky and I saw each other at rehearsal, where I told him the only phrase I know in German aside from "gutentag": "Enben kernad ich liebe dich", which roughly translated is "I'm sorry I love you". He took this as a "OMGosh, Kristin fell for me again" and called me after rehearsal to ask me not to love him. I mean, dudeee...it's a phrase. But I don't care. We're still going to a concert on Monday!!!! I'm excited!!!!
And today was alright. I went to Allyson's afterschool and we decided to write a fanfic where I'm in love with Professor Snape. "Snapey-wapey"..."I want to be your potions misstress...I mean, the potions mistress, not yours...I mean, I'd be yours if you want but...ahhhh!!!!" It's funny because in it everyone else is like all weirded out by my love of the teacher =P Then at rehearsal tonight, Rocky and I talked again...and we discovered that we're both easily amused and that I can actually act XDDXDDXDD He's surprised =P And we still can't wait till Monday :) NORMA JEAN!!!! w00t!!!!!
Well...I don't really know how to end this, except to say goodnite and that I think I'll come back sometime in the near future. Oh, and that I love Kyle...I will get him out of the glass box soon...this I promise you...
until next we meet...
♥*
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