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"...all the possibility and promise just weighs on me so heavily..." ~ Straylight Run<333

Wow, I forgot how much I loved Straylight Run :) They make me happy :)

Well, yesterday was a surreal experience for me. I had a horrible migraine and a really high fever, and all I wanted to do was make it go away. I tried sleeping, and it worked for about 3 hours, then I called Kyle. Heh, I swear, if this video game designer dream of his doesn't work out, he'd make a great doctor (unless that's just for me, because he cares so much :P). But anyways, he told me to try hot packs on my head and neck...and lo-and-behold, it worked! Although I still felt crappy when I woke up, it wasn't as bad as it would've been. Even now I'm still a bit shaky, but I'll live. Not like last night, where my head was splitting and I couldn't escape it.

Again, more reasons I love Kyle :)

Other than that, I had my first read-through of CATS yesterday afternoon, and it was torture. Not just because of the migraine and fever, but because Chris was there and IGNORED me. I mean, dumping me is one thing, but then to just blantantly ignore me when I'm right in front of you is so not cool. In any case, I basically slept through this whole ordeal, seeing as how I HAVE NO LINES! Yeah, that ticks me off a bit too. Only more reason for me not to do this play...I don't know though. I love acting so I might stick with it. But I'm still shaky so I'm out of it.

Well, I shall leave you all for now because I have to call Kyle back :) He just got a job at KFC and he starts next Monday :) I'm so happy for him! Not that it's the greatest job on the planet but it's a job (and it's more than I've got haha!)

until next we meet...
♥*

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