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"...even if I say it'll be alright still I hear you say you want to end your life..." ~ Three Days Grace

Ughh, so I wasn't entirely comfortable with the whole Clayton situation, because I felt I betrayed Kyle a bit. I know he and I aren't dating, but I care more for him than anyone else at this point and it's like...I just feel so dirty now :(

I talked to Kyle about everything tonight and he says he's going after Clayton now, because "no guy is allowed to touch you like that, except for me...unless you gave him permission, which I don't think you would" and also for the fact that Clayton says Kyle couldn't take him. Haha, Kyle's trained in the Martial Arts, which is more than I can say for Clayton.

Don't get me wrong, Clayton's a great guy. He's funny and keeps me amused when I'm bored and Kyle's not around, but I love Kyle. There's nothing I wouldn't do for him...I think we all get that by now.

Oh, it did make me laugh when I told him Clayton wanted me to call my boyfriend, and Kyle said, "Why would he want you to call me?" like he's my boyfriend or something :P He's adorable, and I know in that situation he's play my boyfriend easily. He'd do anything for me, just as I'd do anything for him.

Well, I know this was just a bunch of random crap, so I'll leave you with a picture of Cindy and I. Why Cindy and I? Because she's my female best friend; Kyle's the male best friend :P =

She's the only other person who's stuck around me through everything, and that I know I can trust :)

Kristin Elizabeth && Cindy Marie
Sisters at Heart && Friends Forever

And with that, I really will go and maybe watch some more of my Anime series I started to rewatch this morning; Elfen Lied. It's about this woman named Lucy who's of the species Dyclonious, which were genetic mistakes and are genetically programmed to put an end to mankind. She gets basically lost in Japan and meets Kouta, a young man from her past. But the catch is Lucy has a duel-personality; Lucy and Nyu. It's a fasinating series, but I don't reccomend it often. It's very sad and violent; Lucy's a cold-blooded killer.

until next we meet...
♥*

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