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"Fall into you it's all I seem to do..." ~ Placebo<333

Ack, it's about 1 in the morning here in wonderful Fort Plain, New York, and I'm a bit tired but can't sleep yet. I think it's all the caffiene I've drinken today :P Kyle warned me about it but did I listen? Nooooo, of course not haha!

Anyways, not too much has gone on since Rocky's party. Kyle started his summer job on Tuesday and he's already worn-out. Rocky's gone for the summer; right now he's in Pennsylvania, next stop is Word Of Life Bible camp, then Freedonia State for music until September almost. Unlike Kyle, Rocky doesn't get worn-out.


As for myself, I've got a full summer of Summer School in the morning until noon then CATS rehearsals from 2pm to about 5:30-6pm, and they're almost all dancing. I swear, if I don't get any lines within the next week, I will quit. This is getting to be way too much for me, especially since I hate dancing; brings me back to when I did the Pops Concert this past spring and we did High School Musical with the complete dances *ughhh!* I know it's not like a job or travelling for hours, but it's still very draining.

But I do get break for a day, hopefully. Kyle invited me to his graduation party on July 8th and my parents are letting me go (well, why wouldn't they? He's my best friend :]).


Speaking of Kyle, he got a cell phone! :) And I was the first to get the number, so I feel special. And it's a Sprint; he gets free after 7pm and free weekends....but the greatest part of this is I no longer have to ask if he's there because it's his cell phone; he'll answer it :) But it was funny: I was talking to another guy online and I had just said to that guy that he should call me. Just as I had sent that message, I get a call from a number I didn't know. I answered it, and it's Kyle, thank God. Still scared the crap out of me, but I was relieved :) But I programmed it into my cell phone so I now have it wherever I go hahaha! Sadly, though, he told me his phone's on silent without a vibrate so he won't know when I call...*growls* That's okay, because I'll just leave him 20 minute long voice mails, which will annoy him into calling me and telling me to not leave messages anymore hahaha! But at least he'll call me. I think he'll call me regardless, because it seems as though he can't live without me as much as I can't live without him.

*me: Hey hey...I love you...
Kyle: There it is again...I love you too.
*me: Do you not want me to say that?
Kyle: It's not that, it's just...why do you always say "Hey, hey" before it?
*me: Because it gets your attention.
Kyle: I have a phone to my ear, I think you have my attention.
*me: Fine....ughhh...I love you.
Kyle: And I believe you.
^-^ Yupp, that's my Stitch♥ :) I couldn't live without him in my life.





And with that, I shall leave you with this picture my friend Alex editted for me:

^-^ Every man's favorite picture of me :P And I still don't know why...
Kyle: Well, it's how you're holding the candy in your mouth with your middle finger and is it held by your tounge?
*me: Well, it was looped around it...if that helps...
Kyle: *nervously* Heh, yeahhh...just a bit...heheh...*clears throat* Anyways...
^-^ ;] hahahaha! I love him!♥

until next we meet...
♥*

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