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"...here's to the nights we felt alive here's to the tears you knew you'd cry here's to goodbye tomorrow's gonna come too soon..." ~ Eve6<333 (02...)

Two days left with my Kyle. Today was a good day for us, especially in the end :)

We had our yearly Yearbook assembly, and this year's was especially emotional for me because come to find out Kyle drew the cover of it. It's awesome; words cannot describe it. He's an amazing artist above everything else. Then, they showed the Senior Slideshow and he had a photo like every other picture. And he was smiling. By the end, I was crying copiously; I will miss him, no doubt about it. Next, everytime he saw me in the hallways, he waved to me. Then again, I felt like crap so I had my hood on and I was noticeable, but I was ecstatic that he was finally taking notice.

Then afterschool came and we looked through the Yearbook together. I signed his, and hopefully I can buy one tomorrow because he wants to sign mine. As I was signing it, he asked me if I had had Vault today, and I told him yes. He then asked how many I had had, and I said one, so he's like "only one?" and he bought me another :P Oh, how I love that man; he HATES the fact that I'm addicted to that soda and still buys it for me :P We then moved into our breezeway, where he realized that he had left his coat in his locker, so he ran to the 3rd floor to retrieve it. I got bored, so I took out my camera:

Yeah, I get bored easily :P Actually these were taken within 5 minutes and he saw me take the last one. I showed him all the pictures and we agree I'm a bit conceeded, but I'm cute so I can be.
So he returned to his normal place of sitting on the windowsill and I was hugging him around his stomach and he was whining that I was holding his fat. That man has no fat on him, unlike me: I'm pretty fat. In these photos, I was wearing a sweater (SHUTUPIWASCOLD!) and they were taken at an angle. Well, we talked for a bit, then I decided to hug him again, this time from the front and as I'm doing so...his mom pulls up in their van to pick him up =X I pointed that out to him, and he's like "Oh boy this is going to take some explaining". I offered to talk to her and he just laughed, saying it wouldn't be too bad.
Just to check on that, I called him and he's like, "Oh, she just said 'I thought you guys were just friends' and I said 'we are, she's the hugging type'" so it's all good. He was trying to make me feel better, too, because I'm exhausted. People keep waking me up and it's not cool.
Kyle: Note to self - if I fall onto Kristin's bed, try not to wake her up.

Ughh, tomorrow I'm supposed to go help my friend shop for birthday party supplies, but I really don't want to; I want to talk to Kyle again hahaha! Only two days left...they're going by uber quickly and I don't like it.

until next we meet...
♥*

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