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"...I told myself I won't miss you but I remember what it feels like beside you..." ~ Hinder<333

This is a long overdue entry, I know. My apologies, I've been slightly busy. If I wasn't returning things to school, I was at CATS rehearsals. If I wasn't there, I was on the phone with Kyle, who calls me now :)
Anyways, Wednesday was a big day for Kyle and I. It was the day we truly realized that we were just friends above everything else. He basically got off by rubbing himself on my leg, which he says is the closest he's ever been to getting "any", and he asked me if we couldn't do that anymore. I agreed; it killed me, but I did. Then I realized, he's my best friend, that's all I really want from him. I mean, I'll miss the kisses and the messing around, but I can still hug him, right?
Yesterday night Cindy stayed over and he called like 3 times, each time she told me my face lit up. It's love, I tell ya. This is for those who might not believe that I love that man. He's my heart, my soul, my brain, my everything :) And, above all, he makes me laugh more than anyone else can. Even if we're just arguing about the fact that I'm buying him a cell phone (AND I WILL!), we're still giggling.
Today was the FPHS Graduation of the Class of 2007, and I attended it. Cindy came with me, because I don't think I could've made it through without her. It was okay, until the end when they all got out cans of silly string and shot it up; Kyle got it stuck all on the back of his head, which is bad because he has really thick curly hair :( So he was ticked off when I went to talk to him. Naturally, he wanted to find his parents, so I got stuck babysitting his stuff (his diploma, awards, cap, and tie). Well, ten minutes or so went by and an old man came over and said "Ah, there it is, Kyle told me it was all here". That was his father, and once he had collected everything I introduced myself, and he was ecstatic to meet me, the voice on the phone calling for Kyle at like 9 at night.
Finally I found Kyle, who was standing next to his mother in the hallway. I made him take a picture with me but it didn't come out too good because he was so ticked off:
Yeah, needless to say, I didn't ask for another, but when I finally got to hug him, Cindy snapped this one:
*sigh* What am I going to do without that man? I mean, we all know I'll still have the phone, but he's starting his job next Tuesday and I've got all these stupid CATS rehearsals, so WHEN?! and HOW?!?! I miss him already, isn't that sad?

As I say,

Kristin Elizabeth && Kyle Jameson
Best Friends, With Love
They Have Each Other's Hearts


Later today, Clayton came over and oh boy that was interesting. First of all, my parents weren't home, and the only other older guy I've ever been with alone is Kyle so I didn't know what to expect. He left after about an hour but it was fun. We played with my baby brother :) And he flirted with me, so much so that when he left I kissed him. Hey, Kyle and I aren't together yet, I can kiss!


Well, I'll let you all go "AWWWWWW!" at the pictures and I'll be back soon :)

until next we meet...
♥*

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