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"...surrender to nothing, and give up what I've started and stopped this from end to beginning, a new day is calling and I am finally free..." ~ 30STM

Ok, so I ran out of room for my subject, but that one song makes me feel so empowered, you wouldn't believe it. "ATTACK" by 30 Seconds To Mars <3333

Anyways, Monday was the last day of classes, and I thought it was the last day I'd be with Kyle but we're going to see each other on Thursday :) I cannot wait! I love him more than he'll ever know.
And because of that, it hurts me to know that his ex feels the same. Yes, his only other exgirlfriend contacted me via Facebook and AIM and we talked about him. It seems like she's over him and happy with her fiance, but I don't know. I know he's over her, and that he only loves me but I don't know. I'm very...nervous, I think, when it comes to these things. Oh, and to make EVERYTHING SO MUCH BETTER, they're all going to the same college in the fall. Kyle's not too worried, but she wants to be friends with him again and from what he said last night that's not happening. He says that their relationship has been "dead and buried" but I don't think she's over him yet.

But enough of that!

That party I DJed for was fun! I'll never think of hoses, gummi fish, and chocolate the same again. And note to self: NEVER swim in just a bra without sunscreen again :x

But yeahhh not much else I can say...

until next we meet...
♥*

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