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"...don't give up on the dream don't give up on the wanting in everything that's true..." ~ Placebo<333

Today wasn't all that exciting but I'll still write about it, seeing as how I know a couple people will be reading it =] Thank you to them, by the way. You're the reason I'm even keeping this going.

So I finally woke up and got dressed, then called Kyle to apologize for everything that went on last night, and he said it was fine, we're still cool. He also told me to get more sleep, so after I'm done here it's bedtime for me =P He restarts Driver's Ed tomorrow but I won't see him since he's only going to be at the school from 8:30-10; my classes are from 8-10 and 10-12, so it sucks. He knows how bad this is affecting me and he wants to see me too. *sigh* I called him while I was cleaning tonight and he cheered me up a bit, although he made me feel bad since I haven't watch the show Ergo Proxy yet (hey, it's not my fault I don't have a DVD burner and have to wait to use Rocky's). But anyways, I'll watch them eventually this week, I promised him.
I talked to Josh (my online friend) most of the day today. We have alot in common, and we both seem to like each other. The only problem is he lives in Virginia and I'm in New York, so a relationship isn't feasible at this point and time ='[ But he told me that he might be coming up to NYC to visit a friend in college so he'd stop into my place (which is about 4 hours away from NYC, see how special I am? =]). I want to meet this guy so bad! I think I like him alot...is that a bad thing?

Other than that, my friend Rachel made me this adorable animated photo of Kyle and I:
She's cool ^_^ Thank you so much; I love it♥*

And with that, I shall leave you all to leave me comments...wait...never mind hahaha!!!

until next we meet...
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Comments

Rachel said…
Word of advice from one who's been through it: Neverrrrr go for online relationships. EEEK, they almost never work.

No prob about the pic. Anytime!
~LiYinism~ said…
I want to be your puppy!! :P..

hope your meet up with Josh guy will be fun ^_^..

and girl, you'll be alright~! *wink*

xoxo
K. said…
Rachel: Yeahh, I've been in one official online relationship and I didn't like it; I like being with a guy I can see and touch. And again, THANK YOUUUU for the picture ^_^ I absolutely LOVE Kyle♥

Liyin: Sure, you can be my puppy ^_^ Thanks, I hope I can meet up with him soon; he's very attractive, I'll have to find a picture of him from MySpace and post it here =] And I hope I'll be alright, I know I will in the end xoxoxo


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