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"...quite a shame that it goes this way..." ~ Bt<33

Ahhh, love is bliss. And if anyone else tells you differently, they're not in love like me.
I've got two guys in my life, and I wouldn't change either of them for the world. I've got Kyle, my bestest guy friend who cheers me up when I'm down, flirts with me, and makes me feel all happy and fangirl. Then I've got Jon, my boyfriend who basically worships the ground I walk on, loves me unconditionally, and will never ever leave me.
Most girls only have one man, I have two wonderful ones and I wouldn't want either of them any other way.

Last night was a roller coaster, a good one. I started out really lonely, and Cindy went out with people so I didn't have anyone to talk to. Then Kyle called at about 8:45pm, in which we decided that he should call back after 9 so it's free for me, and he did! We talked until maybe 10:45pm, about random things, like what we were like when we were 14 and what we would've thought of each other, and what the stars mean to us, and even about him wearing my panties (I wear his boxers =P). He's my best friend, where would I be without him?
At 10:45pm, Jon called me, which is why I ended my call with Kyle (although we were having fun discussing what he'd do if I was naked in front of him). He decided to leave the camp early because he was sore. I feel so bad for him, he was in so much pain...I wished I was there with him =[ Well, we talked until about 1am and then I went to sleep happily.

Those are my two loves right there.
Cindy is my love as well, but she's not a guy =P She's my big sister...who wants my ex, Donny. Gahhh, it's all so confusing =P Especially since Donny's Jon's best friend. But Cindy and Donny would be adorable together so Jon and I are working on it...little by little =]
And Jon's quitting smoking for me, because he wants to live and be with me. This makes me so happy! =D He makes me happy, I love him so much.

Alright, well...not too much else is happening, except I'm leaving for New Jersey tomorrow morning at 4 and won't be back until Friday sometime, in which I will probably just sleep.

I'll update again soon =]


until next we meet...
♥*

Comments

prpmeetsgbk said…
HI!

So yeah, got you comment, and we do like the same music. Cool-lio! =0 So yeah, thanks for the advice, and maybe I will do it...don't know......I think that's all I can write now...I have to go to my next class

Ciao!
XxXBrandiXxX

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