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"...you do something to me that I can't explain..." ~ Incubus<333

My past few days have been delightfully hectic, to say the least. But I wouldn't have my life, my friends, or my family any other way =]

Sunday I went to Cindy's place in Amsterdam, which was cool. As soon as we got there, her mother, she, and I all went to Hannaford, but on our way there as we passed by McDonald's we saw Jon, outside lighting up his cigar next to his friend Carlos. We laughed about this the whole night, almost...until I got depressed because he never called me back.
Oh, big FYI - Jon and I are dating now...again...
But this time I know it will last because now I'm being completely open and honest with him, and I know he loves me, too =]

Anyways, back to Cindy's, as we were waiting for him to call me back, we watched the movie Candy (Heath Ledger w00tz!) and it depressed us. If you've never seen it, or heard of it, it's about a girl named Candy who lives with Heath Ledger and gets addicted to all the stuff he is, as well as becomes a hooker and such. Depressing...to say the least.
Then Monday, we watched Cindy's nephew Jacob until I had to leave when my dad got out of work. He's adorable! He's two so he asks why to everything =P

Other than all that, I talked to Kyle for a long time last night (about 2 hours), and he made me laugh =] I miss him alot, and am going to miss him more when he's away to New Hampshire from Friday until maybe Monday, but I know he'll call me when he's back on Tuesday with all the stories of seeing his old friends as they pass through Vermont =]
And I miss Jon alot right now. I feel so lonely without him here to talk to me =[ He went camping with his friends and I have no idea when he'll be back. Then again, they are most likely camping in someone's backyard because there's no place to camp where he said they were going camping =P I want to talk to him so badly. I miss him. I love him so much.


Alright, well...you all know the drill...

until next we meet...
♥*

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