"...and I will be the one to hold you down kiss you so hard I'll take your breath away..." ~ Evans Blue<33333
Oh, how much I love Evans Blue. I downloaded their entire new album [The Pursuit Begins When This Portrait Of Life Ends] and I'm just madly in love with it♥ =] "In a Red Dress And Alone" has to be my favorite track from it =D
Anyways, we last left off with me wanting to take Jon back possibly. Well, he got a new girlfriend, only a day after telling me he loves me and would wait for me. I was horribly upset last night, which is why I didn't blog or anything, but I'm alright. I realize that he's happier with her and I need to accept it and be happy for him. Anyways, I know we'll still be friends, and that alone makes me happy =]
So this means I'm single, which brings me to my next topic. In English today, we talked about what we find attractive in a guy. This would've been fine if had had some input, but no. The other girls completely took over and vetoed everything I said and that just shows how closed minded they all are. I'm sorry I find intellectual and quiet guys attractive and intriguing; they said they didn't want a Kyle♥. That ticked me off a lot but I didn't say anything. And they were saying such trivial things, like "good shoes", "nice body", or "has to be able to dance". I mean, if he's got ripped up shoes, a not firm body, and can't even do the Macarena but still loves me and can listen to me, then I'm happy with him. I might even marry that one...hmmmm, not yet.
*sigh* It felt good to FINALLY get that out of me, it bothered me all day. As you can see, I hope.
Taryn came over earlier and it was fun =D Remember, Franklin loves you and Diamond loves me, except that stupid thing zapped all the money from my phone =P And did you ever find that guy you were looking for on MySpace?
I dyed my hair on Saturday! Actually, I more bleached it, but same difference, right? Anyways, the first person to know was Kyle♥ and he wants to see it in the sunset because "that would look cool".
So, I'm more blond than ever now. And I miss Kyle♥ an illegal amount. I told him he has to move back here but he told me that couldn't happen. The next place he'll go is Japan, where he will stay until he dies =[ This just means I have to visit Japan someday =D WEEEEEE! The home of Anime and Su Doku...I think, don't quote me on that =P
Seriously, though, I miss him an illegal amount. There are some days where I will break down and cry because I know he's not coming back here for anything, except to visit Kevin and maybe me. But even that's a shot in the dark, because Kevin's never home and he doesn't want to come to my house and be with my entire family, which is understandable to me. I just wish he didn't graduate. I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm insanely proud of him and I'm happy I got to see the graduation and go to his party, but I need him at school with me. He was the only person who honestly talked to me and listened to me cry and complain about everything. *sigh* I guess I just have to wait a little while longer for Christmas and I'll see him again [and exchange gifts...well, he bought me stuff =P I'm thinking of finally getting him his Katana he's wanted for so long, but I don't know]. It'll come soon enough and it'll be winter, which makes him a lot happier =D
Anyways, I think I'll end here to go watch somemore of The OC [I'm addicted, I kid you not]. But before I leave, I just have to say HIIIIII to my friend Taryn, who just got a Blogspot account =D She's located here <--go check it out, mannnnn!
until next we meet...
♥*
Anyways, we last left off with me wanting to take Jon back possibly. Well, he got a new girlfriend, only a day after telling me he loves me and would wait for me. I was horribly upset last night, which is why I didn't blog or anything, but I'm alright. I realize that he's happier with her and I need to accept it and be happy for him. Anyways, I know we'll still be friends, and that alone makes me happy =]
So this means I'm single, which brings me to my next topic. In English today, we talked about what we find attractive in a guy. This would've been fine if had had some input, but no. The other girls completely took over and vetoed everything I said and that just shows how closed minded they all are. I'm sorry I find intellectual and quiet guys attractive and intriguing; they said they didn't want a Kyle♥. That ticked me off a lot but I didn't say anything. And they were saying such trivial things, like "good shoes", "nice body", or "has to be able to dance". I mean, if he's got ripped up shoes, a not firm body, and can't even do the Macarena but still loves me and can listen to me, then I'm happy with him. I might even marry that one...hmmmm, not yet.
*sigh* It felt good to FINALLY get that out of me, it bothered me all day. As you can see, I hope.
Taryn came over earlier and it was fun =D Remember, Franklin loves you and Diamond loves me, except that stupid thing zapped all the money from my phone =P And did you ever find that guy you were looking for on MySpace?
I dyed my hair on Saturday! Actually, I more bleached it, but same difference, right? Anyways, the first person to know was Kyle♥ and he wants to see it in the sunset because "that would look cool".
So, I'm more blond than ever now. And I miss Kyle♥ an illegal amount. I told him he has to move back here but he told me that couldn't happen. The next place he'll go is Japan, where he will stay until he dies =[ This just means I have to visit Japan someday =D WEEEEEE! The home of Anime and Su Doku...I think, don't quote me on that =PSeriously, though, I miss him an illegal amount. There are some days where I will break down and cry because I know he's not coming back here for anything, except to visit Kevin and maybe me. But even that's a shot in the dark, because Kevin's never home and he doesn't want to come to my house and be with my entire family, which is understandable to me. I just wish he didn't graduate. I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm insanely proud of him and I'm happy I got to see the graduation and go to his party, but I need him at school with me. He was the only person who honestly talked to me and listened to me cry and complain about everything. *sigh* I guess I just have to wait a little while longer for Christmas and I'll see him again [and exchange gifts...well, he bought me stuff =P I'm thinking of finally getting him his Katana he's wanted for so long, but I don't know]. It'll come soon enough and it'll be winter, which makes him a lot happier =D
Anyways, I think I'll end here to go watch somemore of The OC [I'm addicted, I kid you not]. But before I leave, I just have to say HIIIIII to my friend Taryn, who just got a Blogspot account =D She's located here <--go check it out, mannnnn!
until next we meet...
♥*
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