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"...give me envy give malice give me attention..." ~ Panic! At The Disco<333

Today has had its ups and downs to say the least. Let's talk about ups first, shall we? [Even though I'm more of a downs person myself]
I gave a speech on Keanu Reeves in Public Speaking today and I used a slideshow I made as my visual aide. Everyone loved it =] And they all love the fact that I can make slideshows on my laptop =D I'm just a cool kid, I guess. Then I discovered that my digital camera's video recorder records sound! I'm like ecstatic =D I was making videos all night. I then went to Joanna and Melissa's house and Melissa helped me with my English essay, which is all about Kyle♥ [gee, think I miss him much?].
And now for the downs [my favorite *rolls eyes*]. I was up until 2:30am talking to Donny, who I think I'm falling for again [sounds like the Three Days Grace song "Over and Over"]. I know nothing's going to happen though, because I know he doesn't want me like that [no one does anymore]. Then, I came home from Joanna and Melissa's house and Cindy called me, telling me that there's a new guy she likes but I can't know who he is. She's posted some of their conversation in her blog, and just by the way he types things I can tell who it is almost. And yet, even though I've attempted guessing, she doesn't trust me enough to tell me if I'm correct. I take this as a trust issue, and for the life of me, I don't know why she wouldn't trust me. But whatever, I don't care. Lately, everything's been a personal attack to me...*shrugs*

This is why I wish it was Summer again, and I could call Kyle♥ and he could cheer me up, like he usually does. But of course, Summer can't last forever...can it?

Anyways, here's the video[s] we made during study hall[s] today:

Half of it was filmed by Coty and the other by me. Fun stuff =]
Yeah, I'm not in a talkative mood, unless it's to Kyle♥ or Donny...


until next we meet....
♥*

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