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"...I don't believe in fairytales..." ~ Avenged Sevenfold<33

So I decided to change my layout here again, because the other one was a bit too complicated, although it didn't look like it. This one I uses the new version of Blogger templates so I'm better with it.

School starts tomorrow, and I'm scared. It's so overwhelming this year, being a Senior and having all the little kids look up to me (and I can call them "kids"; I'll be 18 in two weeks). And for once, I have no one in the immediate area I could look up to and run to when I get hurt. Everything is on me. Wow...scary thought, huh? I'm in control now and I'm terrified.
Other than that, I told Bling to look for Kyle♥ because I worry about him too, especially since I'm not there to keep an eye on him anymore =[ I miss that man so much, it's not funny. But I get to see him on September 15 for my birthday party so I cannot wait =D

Other than all this confusion and stress, I met a pretty cool girl today. Her name's Jeannie and she also has a Blogger *points at Friends list*. She's from Malaysia, just like Li Yin =D They're so cool, those two! I cannot wait until after school's out and I might go visit there XDD Kyle♥'s hoping I will (mainly because he finds Asians of all kind incredibly irresistible *rolls eyes and gets jealous*). *sigh* Such a happy goal =]

So with that, I shall leave you with this:
Look around, explore, get to know me a bit more than you already do =D
Welcome to The Diary Of Kristin ♥*


until next we meet...
♥*

Comments

Baby Fever said…
Okay, so I just went and read all of your entries. Yupp ALL of them even from back in March!
No no, I'm not bored at all. I just love you! And I like to read things that my friends write, epically about what’s going on in their lives.
Okay, so maybe I already know everything. BUT I did not know this entry.
I didn't realize you were that scarred about being a Senior and not having anyone older then you.

I know this though your ready for it! You are going to be just fine this year, after all the crap you’ve put up with in the past, being a Senior will be a breeze! Okay, so maybe some freshman will be an ass to you…but it’s a freaking 14year old (I think that’s the right age) and you’ll be 18! So you don’t have to listen to them, just be like “You realize I’m a senior right?” and they will like run away. Haha! Little kids are just…like that.

Kyle will be fine. Yes, he’s going to have his Japanese girls with the short skirts to look at. But he LOVES you, he is only attracted to them because of the country them come from and the clothes they wear he knows nothing about them, and could write a book about you!

Anyways I should go now,
Shower and then update my blog before you kill me!Okay, so maybe you wont kill me...but you know.


CindyMarie

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