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"...my wish is I hope to do for you all that you've done because all that you do is like magic..." ~ Zug Izland <333

Wow, talk about lack of updating....I'm sorry, I've been incredibly busy and when I wasn't busy I just didn't feel like blogging; sad, right?

Anyways, I'll just give you the main highlights of the past week or so.
Cindy came over and we talked to Kory until almost 5am, in which they became pretty good friends. They still talk a lot, and maybe just maybe something will come out of this.
Jon and I tried dating again. It was good until he started to break down and I had no idea how to help him. It wasn't like a Kyle♥ break down [those I can handle]. So right now, we're just friends. Maybe in the distant future after I get out of school and such we'll try again, but I don't know.
I got the job at Price Chopper, finally. Went for Orientation last Wednesday and I start sometime this week, which means less updates from me, but at least now I can go on my Senior trip. I can't freakin' waitttt! It's going to rock! =D
I had my 18th birthday party with my friends this past Saturday and it was pretty cool. Adam, Cindy and I baked the cake, which no one else but Kyle♥ liked it. Yes, Kyle♥ came [even if he got lost trying to find my house].
[NOTE :: I know he looks unhappy here; just keep reading!]
He didn't talk most of the night until Cindy said we should go in the kitchen and I went to him and said, "Oooh, yes, my kitchen is kinky; it has counters!" and he laughed. Sadly, after about 20 minutes there he had to leave, but before he left, we hugged:
And now I miss him like crazy =[ He gave me an amazing necklace:
It's the one I'm holding here ^-^ It's a metal feather with a heart engulfed in flames on it.

Anyways, yesterday was my actual birthday and also the first coldest day of the year. So naturally my body hated me and I came home earlier from school, and stayed home again today.
As I stayed home today, I realized: I want to be a Juggalette. They're amazing and beautiful and completely happy with themselves just as they are. I'm going to be one. And plus I LOVE the music of Zug Izland. Dark Lotus, and ICP. So I think I have a shot =] I'm talking to someone named MiZZ TWiiGGY about it so I hope she can help me.

So I'm officially 18 and single. I'm not looking for anyone else though, because I love Kyle♥ with everything I am. Nothing is going to change that and nobody's going to take that away from me =] He's my best friend. my Stitch, my crazy Hentai spider =D

And with that, I shall leave you until who knows when? I have to go do my homework *rolls eyes*

until next we meet...
♥*

Oh, and really quick:
Jeannie, I'll help you with your Template =] Just IM me sometime tomorrow afternoon or something [my time].

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