"Everytime I need to see your face I just close my eyes..." ~ Savage Garden<333

Well, I'm back! Sorry for the long absence, I was grounded for getting a couple failing grades. Eh, it happens, right?

When we last left off, Rocky and I were going to go to a hardcore rock show. It was amazing! Painful, because people at Northern Lights are IDIOTS! but the show was amazing!!!! Alesana rocked; I'm so glad I got into them before I went to see them, it made a world of difference. The Devil Wears Prada were pretty cool, although I didn't know any of their songs. CHIODOS could've done so much better but they were alright for another band I knew =]
During the concert, Rocky and I almost passed out because that place was packed to the extreme. By the time we left [which we actually stood outside during CHIODOS], we were covered in our sweat, other people's sweat, water, and beer [at least I was; someone chucked a cup at me]. Rocky joked with me when we got to my house by saying, "You smell like BO, but the sad thing is it's not your BO".

Of course I got some pictures!:

^ Two of the members of The Devil Wears Prada. Rocky, Brandon [little kid who went with us], Katy, and I all talked with them for about a half hour before the show =] They're pretty cool for rockstars.

^ Mike [the lead singer of The Devil Wears Prada] and I before the show. Isn't he adorable?!

^ The stage before Alesana performed. I just love that poster. Actually, this guy that was standing behind me asked me if I wanted him to take this picture for me and I agreed, which is why it's so good! Of course when the band started, he pushed me down and stuff but I still got the picture =]

^ Craig Owens [lead singer of CHIODOS], taken by Rocky without a flash on =P As Rocky says, "He's on FIIIIIRE!" XD

More recently, however, I got a new boyfriend. I believe I have mentioned Jeremie before. Yes, according to MySpace and Facebook, we're in a relationship, and he wants so badly to meet me and hang out, and in a way I want the same thing, but right now, I'm still in love with Kyle♥ and I wouldn't mind dating Clayton but he doesn't like dating...*sigh* Kyle♥ told me last week that work is his lover, so I don't have a shot with him right now, although he'll always be my best friend regardless. So I'll stick with Jeremie and see where this goes =]

So yes, Kyle♥'s alright, just busy with college and stuff. I miss him, but if I keep saying that, you'll all stop reading =[

Well, before I leave, I have to leave you with some happiness!:

^ This is one of the many stray kitties on my street. I've affectionately named him Jameson and I'm determined to make him mine! =D

^ Autumn has arrived! It's my favorite season because I LOVE the leaves and their pretty colors they leave [haha!]

^ Welcome to life in Fort Plain...I stood on a street between a church and a funeral home, trying to just capture more foliage but it didn't work too well. So...welcome to life in Fort Plain!

Oh, and I know I'm a weirdo who goes to hardcore shows then comes home to listen to Savage Garden =P But they're so good! I ♥ them! And I can't believe they broke up =[ Makes me sad...
But I do love CHIODOS! They're amazing<3 style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I owe Cindy $40 because she paid for my tickets to the hardcore show =P Just reminding myself XD

until next we meet...
♥*
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Now playing: Savage Garden - I Want You
via FoxyTunes

"...you say that we're nothing, I say you're scared..." ~ The Prom Kings<333

This may turn into a long drawn out blog entry but I don't know yet. We'll just have to see =]

Last night, Clayton, Krystina, and I hung out from like 7:30pm until 9:30pm at Krystina's house. It was fun, sort of. I started dozing off on Clayton and we cuddled =]
Yupp, he's the black hood on my chest there =PKrystina hates light bulbs and such, so she lit candles for light...I think she just wanted to set the mood to try and get into Clayton's pants ;] It didn't work anyways =P
He was tired and apparently I make a good pillow =]
So once he and I left, I had to call Kyle♥ back because he called while I was with them, and I really didn't want to talk to him while her video game was blasting and Clayton was on top of me. Kyle♥ and I talked for almost an hour, give or take, and it just made me realize that I miss him more than I've ever missed anyone else =[ Like right now, I just wish I could see him, even if it's just through a window. I love him; he's my best friend and he's been there for me through so much, I don't know what I'd do without him in my life. And I know I've said that way too many times, but it's the truth. I love Kyle♥ and nothing's going to tear us apart. Nothing. No distance, person, nor circumstance will separate us.

We all remember Jon, right? My now ex-boyfriend? Well, he's now not even my friend anymore. He started telling me that I'm mentally unstable, I hide behind all my "issues", and no one understands me. This made me laugh so hard, and when he told me I had to "grow up", all I said was "screw you" and blocked him on AIM. I don't need him. I don't think I ever did; I was just lonely when I dated him, and he took away my loneliness for a time, but then I realized that I didn't need anyone except my true friends. Now he's engaged to some chick in Florida who seems to be as insane as he is, so more power to them, I guess. Whatever. Any guy who believes that The Mad Hatter and Alice from Alice in Wonderland should hook up is completely out of it. And to think, Jon's opposed of incest...hmmm...he makes no sense to me, which is fine because I make no sense to him. Oh, and for the record, I dumped him.

Well, I guess this isn't too long and drawn out but still pretty long =] I think I just kept a lot inside for a while due to the fact that I realized: it's no one's business but my own most of the time. I mean, I share a lot with Cindy, Kyle, and Clayton, but that's about it.

Nest big thing going on with me: I'm going to another concert with Rocky on Friday XD I'll get pictures, don't worry =P

until next we meet...
♥*

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Now playing: The Prom Kings - Bleeding
via FoxyTunes

"...don't shoot until you see the red and white..." ~ Evans Blue

So, as I stated in my survey I posted almost a week ago, I didn't go to Boston for my Senior Trip =[ This actually didn't hurt me as much as I thought it would, but it still depressed me.

Not too much went on since I last posted something. I've been alone for the past 5 days practically and today was Kyle♥'s birthday [he's 20 now XD] so we talked for almost two hours on the phone and he made me happy. We also talked Friday night until about midnight, which was amazing =] I REALLY cannot wait to see him and hug him again XD

Other than that, I'm just looking forward to Friday, October 12, because I'm going to another concert with Rocky XD I can't wait, because it's going to be sick nastyyyyy! We're going to see The Devil Wears Prada, CHIODOS, Alesana, and Underminded =] I CANNOT WAITTTTTT!!!!!!!!

Well, I guess I'll come back whenever I have more to gush about =P

until next we meet...
♥*
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Now playing: Evans Blue - Kiss The Flag
via FoxyTunes

TAG! [I'll update in a little while =D]

5 Things In My Bag
[I'll just go with my UNDEROATH messenger bag]
* pens
* notebooks
* Math textbook
* lip gloss
* camera

5 Things In My Head
* I miss Kyle♥
* How am I ever going to find a job by Wednesday!?
* Gahh this Britney Spears music is annoying me
* The song "In A Red Dress And Alone" by Evans Blue
* Did I mention I miss Kyle♥?

5 Words That I Frequently Use
* WEEEEEEE!
* Chyeah
* Wordddd
* No, I mean...
* Kyle♥ [yes, I'm as bad as Seth Cohen on The OC with talking about Summer]

5 Recent Sms-es Received
* Taryn
* Bling
* Clayton♥
* Cindy
* Kyle♥ [back in July]

5 Recent Things I Just Did
* Sat in Study Hall
* Talked with the teachers about how I can't go on the Senior Trip; no money =[
* Walked home
* Thought about eating
* Rewatched the videos from today

5 Things In My Wardrobe
* T-Shirts
* Long sleeved T-Shirts
* jeans
* Black pants
* pretty panties

5 Things I Just Ate
[I don't even think I've eaten 5 things yet today]
* Pop Tarts
* Hot Dogs
* French Fries
* Texas Toast
* ?

I Am Tagging
Honestly, there's no one here I could tag, so I tag whoever wants to do this & Cindy =P

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Now playing: Say Anything - Admit It!
via FoxyTunes