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"Everytime I need to see your face I just close my eyes..." ~ Savage Garden<333

Well, I'm back! Sorry for the long absence, I was grounded for getting a couple failing grades. Eh, it happens, right?

When we last left off, Rocky and I were going to go to a hardcore rock show. It was amazing! Painful, because people at Northern Lights are IDIOTS! but the show was amazing!!!! Alesana rocked; I'm so glad I got into them before I went to see them, it made a world of difference. The Devil Wears Prada were pretty cool, although I didn't know any of their songs. CHIODOS could've done so much better but they were alright for another band I knew =]
During the concert, Rocky and I almost passed out because that place was packed to the extreme. By the time we left [which we actually stood outside during CHIODOS], we were covered in our sweat, other people's sweat, water, and beer [at least I was; someone chucked a cup at me]. Rocky joked with me when we got to my house by saying, "You smell like BO, but the sad thing is it's not your BO".
Of course I got some pictures!:
^ Two of the members of The Devil Wears Prada. Rocky, Brandon [little kid who went with us], Katy, and I all talked with them for about a half hour before the show =] They're pretty cool for rockstars.

^ Mike [the lead singer of The Devil Wears Prada] and I before the show. Isn't he adorable?!

^ The stage before Alesana performed. I just love that poster. Actually, this guy that was standing behind me asked me if I wanted him to take this picture for me and I agreed, which is why it's so good! Of course when the band started, he pushed me down and stuff but I still got the picture =]

^ Craig Owens [lead singer of CHIODOS], taken by Rocky without a flash on =P As Rocky says, "He's on FIIIIIRE!" XD

More recently, however, I got a new boyfriend. I believe I have mentioned Jeremie before. Yes, according to MySpace and Facebook, we're in a relationship, and he wants so badly to meet me and hang out, and in a way I want the same thing, but right now, I'm still in love with Kyle♥ and I wouldn't mind dating Clayton but he doesn't like dating...*sigh* Kyle♥ told me last week that work is his lover, so I don't have a shot with him right now, although he'll always be my best friend regardless. So I'll stick with Jeremie and see where this goes =]

So yes, Kyle♥'s alright, just busy with college and stuff. I miss him, but if I keep saying that, you'll all stop reading =[

Well, before I leave, I have to leave you with some happiness!:
^ This is one of the many stray kitties on my street. I've affectionately named him Jameson and I'm determined to make him mine! =D

^ Autumn has arrived! It's my favorite season because I LOVE the leaves and their pretty colors they leave [haha!]

^ Welcome to life in Fort Plain...I stood on a street between a church and a funeral home, trying to just capture more foliage but it didn't work too well. So...welcome to life in Fort Plain!


Oh, and I know I'm a weirdo who goes to hardcore shows then comes home to listen to Savage Garden =P But they're so good! I ♥ them! And I can't believe they broke up =[ Makes me sad...
But I do love CHIODOS! They're amazing<3 style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I owe Cindy $40 because she paid for my tickets to the hardcore show =P Just reminding myself XD

until next we meet...
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Now playing: Savage Garden - I Want You
via FoxyTunes

Comments

Baby Fever said…
Okay! I <3 you! lol.

And I'll read it no matter how many times you say "I miss Kyle!" heck, you could type and entire I miss Kyle entry..and I'd read it!

Oh! And about the comment you left me..I wont die! Atleast not now.:) I have too much to live for...okay..so maybe not at the time being..but I want to actually have a long and enjoyable life. And I know in my heart that even if I am getting sick agian I'm no where near done with life & no where near close to dying.

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