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"...I know I'm not your favorite record..." ~ Fall Out Boy<333

I am 100% flat-out insanely in love with Richard♥. It's undeniable that he completes me totally, and that he has my heart =] One day we will be married and have our own family, and live happily ever after XD

Yesterday was Richard♥'s 18th birthday and I went to his party. Actually, I spent over 11 hours with him, and we're not sick of each other at all. Actually, we wanted to be together longer, which surprises me because usually people get bored of me rather quickly. And I know it's only been a couple weeks for us now, but it feels like we've been together forever, which is why I cannot wait to spend forever with him =]
Oh, I did get a couple pictures; not too many because (a) I was nervous and shaky and (b) I just forgot my camera on his dresser =P:
Our cuteness is undeniable; we compliment each other so well =]
The Lollipop Theory; I've licked him, therefore, he is mine ;D

So, on with his party...
His friends are amazing. I actually finally think I fit in somewhere now XD It's so cool! And I had so much fun playing [and sucking at] Guitar Hero =P
The only thing that set me off personally was the fact that Kyle just didn't want to leave me alone. He kept calling and texting my cell, and even called my house. It's like I can't have anyone else in my life except him, when in reality I always have. It may not have seemed like it
at times, but I did. And now all he does is harass me and not give me space. Even today he kept texting me and hounding me until I finally texted him back with one-word responses. If that isn't sign enough that I don't want to talk to him, I don't know what is.

But enough complaining!
I'm ecstatically happy and in love...nothing could bring me down right now XD

Richard♥ is my love, my heart, my soul, my life; I know I'm going to be with him forever =] I love him so very much XD

until next we meet...
♥*
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Now playing: Fall Out Boy - Dead On Arrival
via FoxyTunes

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