Right now, I should be in school, but I came home early for two reasons. One, I feel like crap. Two, it's "Elf Day" and I personally cannot stand it because to me it's just like human trafficking. You bet on your fellow students in hopes of getting them as your slave--excuse me, your "elf" for the day. I've been told they used to call it "Slave Day" but that's not politically acceptable anymore, so why are we even going through with this charade?
Whatever, not like I have a say in any of this...
This morning sucked major balls for me. I fell asleep in my bed upstairs last night, and woke myself up to go into my sister's bed because it's freezing in my attic room. As I was going down my stairs, I stepped on a nail and hurt my foot. Fan-freakin'-tastic. So I was awake until maybe 1:30am or so because it was painful. Then I get up at my usual time of 6:30am, and my head was completely congested and my nose was running; I caught a cold, joy. And then I look at my cell phone, and it died overnight, so I felt naked until I came back home. Then I get to school and accidentally leave my MP3 player in the cafeteria, which is like my life; I need my music to survive. Thank God my friend, Sherry, picked it up or else I'd probably still be without it. And I had just put 3 new songs on it before I left my house. Anyways, I get to Math class and, as usual, I complain to Adam about everything because he'll normally just tell me "I'm sorry, things'll get better" and let me go on my way. Today he sticks his wrist in my face and tells me to feel it. He might actually have tumors there, and it's most likely going to be inoperable. I can't lose AB; he's one of the very few friends I have that I trust with almost everything. And I just lost my aunt to cancer last month, I'm not watching one of my best friends die from it. On to the next unpleasantness, during lunch, Chris decided to put my hand on his crotch and wouldn't let me go until I squeezed his balls through his pants. I felt so dirty doing that, mainly because I'm with Richard♥ and also because this kid's only 15! I'm 18, this is ILLEGAL! I mean, yes, I flirt with everyone; it's a bad bad habit. I do it mindlessly, without any intention of doing anything afterwards. So then I left during Public Speaking, in which we weren't doing anything anyways, so it's all good.
Oh, and to make EVERYTHING ALL BETTER, I started PMS-ing last night, so my emotions are all out of whack. Isn't it great being a woman!? HELL FREAKIN' NO!
So, hopefully, later will be better for me. I want to be with Richard♥ and cuddle so badly right now, because I know he wouldn't mind me crying on him. I can't stop feeling like I'm going to cry every five minutes; it's madness. And also it's his band concert tonight, and I so wanted to go, but just couldn't find a ride. But I'll be with my love on Friday, so it's all good =]
Richard♥, I love you so much; you're the only thing that seems to be going right in my life at this moment. Unless you're dying of cancer as well...then we may have issues...
until next we meet...
♥*
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Whatever, not like I have a say in any of this...
This morning sucked major balls for me. I fell asleep in my bed upstairs last night, and woke myself up to go into my sister's bed because it's freezing in my attic room. As I was going down my stairs, I stepped on a nail and hurt my foot. Fan-freakin'-tastic. So I was awake until maybe 1:30am or so because it was painful. Then I get up at my usual time of 6:30am, and my head was completely congested and my nose was running; I caught a cold, joy. And then I look at my cell phone, and it died overnight, so I felt naked until I came back home. Then I get to school and accidentally leave my MP3 player in the cafeteria, which is like my life; I need my music to survive. Thank God my friend, Sherry, picked it up or else I'd probably still be without it. And I had just put 3 new songs on it before I left my house. Anyways, I get to Math class and, as usual, I complain to Adam about everything because he'll normally just tell me "I'm sorry, things'll get better" and let me go on my way. Today he sticks his wrist in my face and tells me to feel it. He might actually have tumors there, and it's most likely going to be inoperable. I can't lose AB; he's one of the very few friends I have that I trust with almost everything. And I just lost my aunt to cancer last month, I'm not watching one of my best friends die from it. On to the next unpleasantness, during lunch, Chris decided to put my hand on his crotch and wouldn't let me go until I squeezed his balls through his pants. I felt so dirty doing that, mainly because I'm with Richard♥ and also because this kid's only 15! I'm 18, this is ILLEGAL! I mean, yes, I flirt with everyone; it's a bad bad habit. I do it mindlessly, without any intention of doing anything afterwards. So then I left during Public Speaking, in which we weren't doing anything anyways, so it's all good.
Oh, and to make EVERYTHING ALL BETTER, I started PMS-ing last night, so my emotions are all out of whack. Isn't it great being a woman!? HELL FREAKIN' NO!
So, hopefully, later will be better for me. I want to be with Richard♥ and cuddle so badly right now, because I know he wouldn't mind me crying on him. I can't stop feeling like I'm going to cry every five minutes; it's madness. And also it's his band concert tonight, and I so wanted to go, but just couldn't find a ride. But I'll be with my love on Friday, so it's all good =]
Richard♥, I love you so much; you're the only thing that seems to be going right in my life at this moment. Unless you're dying of cancer as well...then we may have issues...
until next we meet...
♥*
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Now playing: The Dear Hunter - City Escape
via FoxyTunes
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