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"...I'm so A.D.D. with you but you still love me..." ~ IMA Robot <333

It's 9:40pm here in New York, and I'm all alone. Sad, isn't it? Actually, I'm not alone; I have many teddy bears around me, so I guess it's better than being all alone in an empty room. Oh, and I have my phone next to me just in case it decides to ring, which isn't likely since everyone else I know has lives and is busy or sick. Yep, life is great right now *rolls eyes*

Yesterday was completely the day from Hell for me, hands down. Right from the get-go it was horrible and it only snowballed from there. It's like I don't even want to talk about it; that's how much it sucked. The only thing that went alright was Taryn's birthday party, but even then I was lonely and depressed because Richard♥ was supposed to come with me and he got really sick so I was alone. Well, not alone; Liz hung with me all night and left when I did, so it's all good.
I got some pictures from there too of course:
^ She has to instruct him to look at the camera =P
Taryn and her love, Mike =]
^ Oscar kept me company; isn't he cute?! I love him =]
^ The Kristin Sandwich! XD Actually, the first time we did this, my head went right into Taryn's chest so it's all good =]
^ The cutest picture of the happy couple...
Although they're not as cute as Richard♥ and I ;D Hahahaha!
^ Piggyback ride for Taryn...although right after this, Mike dropped her. And I left.


Today was alright, kinda boring but whatever. Liz came over and we hung out until like 4pm and we stayed on a computer. It's like that's all I have to do here; computer and phone. Yep, exciting exciting. Then at about 6 or 7, I had a rehearsal for our church Christmas play and I completely used up my voice there on my solo. So right now, although I want to talk to people, my voice is a bit scratchy but I DO NOT CARE! PEOPLE NEED TO CALL ME OR I WILL DIE!

Other news:
I talked to Kyle tonight and he's not doing well. He's losing a lot of weight in short periods of time, and he's exercising twice as much as usual because he doesn't have anything to do now that college is out until next month. And the fact that he's addicted to coffee isn't helping anything. But he won't listen to me when I tell him he needs to chill on everything; actually, he got angry and annoyed when I even hinted that he wasn't looking good. But what can I do? If he doesn't want my help, I can't force him to take it, can I? I didn't think so.

Now I'm literally just waiting for someone to call me and restore my sanity. Seriously, I'm losing it inside and I have no idea why. I'm fine, but I feel really stressed out; no idea why.

Oh, and I want to get my own Guitar Hero. I've been on YouTube watching people play all the custom songs and they have a lot of the songs I really like and I'd sooooo kill to play them sometime =D They have "Hands Down" by Dashboard Confessional!!!!! That surprised me to no extent. And "Creeps Me Out" by IMA Robot XD Amazing! I need Guitar Hero!!!!!!!! =]

So I shall depart...maybe someone will call me or something *shrugs*

until next we meet...
♥*
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Now playing: Ima Robot - Creeps Me Out
via FoxyTunes

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