Richard♥ came home last night, and we talked for almost a total of 5 hours; think we missed each other? I mean, I know he called me each night when he was in Rochester [for a chorus trip, not band; I got confused] but it was nice to have him back home and completely un-bloody-hinged with me again =D And plus, when he's home, I feel like I can completely be myself and not have to hold anything back XD So, yes, he's home in Amsterdam again =]
We had a 2-hour delay this morning because it was pretty bad outside. I personally think we shouldn't have had school because no one showed up anyways, but who am I to say anything like that? In English, Jadrian was looking for someone with a camera to record the quarter project that we have that's due on January 9, so of course I offered mine, which in turn makes me a part of his group, which consists of him, the foreign exchange student, and my ex. I have no issues with Jadrian or Son; it's Billy that seems to have an issue with me, because I dumped him almost a year or so ago. Isn't it sad that people hold grudges against others for such trivial things, like me dumping him? It's not like he didn't have other girlfriends after me; he actually dated Krystina a couple times after. But he honestly hates me with a huge passion, and it kills me to know that I caused this hatred by honestly not feeling love towards him. Yes, I told him I loved him; yes, we were close [we were together for just over a month and a half], but I didn't love him, and everyone knew that. Everyone told me to leave him, so neither of us would get hurt. But whatever. If he wants to hate me for doing the right thing for me, then so be it. He just has to get over it for a few days as we work on this project, which is worth most of the grades in the 2nd quarter.
Other than that, nothing exciting happened to me, except for the fact that I'm exceedingly annoyed at everyone who either says Richard♥ and I aren't going to last too much longer and/or Richard♥'s gay. First off, Richard♥ and I share a connection that we have never shared with anyone else; it's amazing, and I love it. We're meant to be together, so I don't think that we're going to be leaving each other at any point in our near future. Second, HE'S NOT GAY! If he was, would he even consider thinking I'm attractive and dating me?! Honestly, people need lives.
There was a point where I doubted everything today, and that was when I found out that my little friend, Ciera, and her boyfriend, Richard, broke up. And from what I've gathered it was all through MySpace. I guess he moved her down to number 10 or so on his top people, and she realized it was over. I just feel horrible, because she and I were under "The Richard Effect" XD Right now, though, I'm just kinda feeling bad for her, because she really loved her Richard, and we all thought they would be together for much longer than this.
And now I'm lonely...gahhh! I miss my Richard♥ =[
until next we meet...
♥*
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We had a 2-hour delay this morning because it was pretty bad outside. I personally think we shouldn't have had school because no one showed up anyways, but who am I to say anything like that? In English, Jadrian was looking for someone with a camera to record the quarter project that we have that's due on January 9, so of course I offered mine, which in turn makes me a part of his group, which consists of him, the foreign exchange student, and my ex. I have no issues with Jadrian or Son; it's Billy that seems to have an issue with me, because I dumped him almost a year or so ago. Isn't it sad that people hold grudges against others for such trivial things, like me dumping him? It's not like he didn't have other girlfriends after me; he actually dated Krystina a couple times after. But he honestly hates me with a huge passion, and it kills me to know that I caused this hatred by honestly not feeling love towards him. Yes, I told him I loved him; yes, we were close [we were together for just over a month and a half], but I didn't love him, and everyone knew that. Everyone told me to leave him, so neither of us would get hurt. But whatever. If he wants to hate me for doing the right thing for me, then so be it. He just has to get over it for a few days as we work on this project, which is worth most of the grades in the 2nd quarter.
Other than that, nothing exciting happened to me, except for the fact that I'm exceedingly annoyed at everyone who either says Richard♥ and I aren't going to last too much longer and/or Richard♥'s gay. First off, Richard♥ and I share a connection that we have never shared with anyone else; it's amazing, and I love it. We're meant to be together, so I don't think that we're going to be leaving each other at any point in our near future. Second, HE'S NOT GAY! If he was, would he even consider thinking I'm attractive and dating me?! Honestly, people need lives.
There was a point where I doubted everything today, and that was when I found out that my little friend, Ciera, and her boyfriend, Richard, broke up. And from what I've gathered it was all through MySpace. I guess he moved her down to number 10 or so on his top people, and she realized it was over. I just feel horrible, because she and I were under "The Richard Effect" XD Right now, though, I'm just kinda feeling bad for her, because she really loved her Richard, and we all thought they would be together for much longer than this.
And now I'm lonely...gahhh! I miss my Richard♥ =[
until next we meet...
♥*
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Now playing: Panic! at the Disco - Build God, Then We'll Talk
via FoxyTunes
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