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"I am a butterfly, But you wanna let me die..." ~ Something Corporate <333!

Everyone at my house is getting excited to go on a weekend trip to The Great Escape & Great Escape Lodge. Well, everyone but me since I have to stay home and work (like, my job-work, not housework). I do hope they have a good time and that the weather is nice for them :)

Today I went up to FMCC with Tawny, and hung out with Spencer until 11am when he had to go to class. It's like...I think we just got everything out too quickly because we even had about a half hour where we didn't know what to talk about :P Then he left, I talked with Cindy, went back to Tawny's house, and came home around 4:30pm. Cora came over to Tawny's too, and we talked for a few. We REALLY need a name for this plan or situation or whatnot because if I write about it here, I could screw it all up :x
Also, I did a lot of self-realizing today and came to the conclusion that although we are most excellent friends Spencer and I could never be a couple again. We just aren't compatible enough, and have different wants/needs/interests. This did hurt me a little when I realized it but it's only going to make me stronger.

Oh, and James is just...UGHHHH!!! Hahahaha! If he reads this, he'll understand what I'm talking about...I hope.

AHHH OMG!!! My friend Chris from about 2 years ago or so just started IMing me again tonight :D Maybe he and I can be friends again! Ohhh I've missed him and his humor XD

until next we meet...
♥*

Oh, and quote of the week -
I think SoCo got a lot of things right :: Jeff Z. on Facebook

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Tricia said…
So the entire family going away without you leaves you with the house to yourself? That is a vacation in and of itself. :) Enjoy!

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