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"I've got no strife, I'm loving life, Could you say the same?.." ~ Smash Mouth <333

Smash Mouth had a song titled "Stoned" off their Astro Lounge album back in 2000-ish that I recently reunited with...and it feels so good :)

Anyways, today had its ups and downs. Ups? Casey and I hung out for a few, and in those moments I was the happiest I'd ever been in a while. Downs? He drove him, ate dinner, then dumped me via text message, saying we "moved too fast into everything" and that we should just be friends. This shocked me so much, I started to get sick. HE was the one who said "We will be together forever, my wife, my soul mate", the list goes on...this was so sudden for me. I felt, and still do feel, so used :( Never again will I fall for the blue eyed adorable guys.
I did, however, get Andrew back as my friend :D I'm so happy! He's honestly one of the greatest guy friends I've ever had; he actually understands me and wants to help me with whatever issues I'm dealing with in life, as I do the same for him :) I love you Andrew-kitty. Thank you for being here for me <3

No one is going to believe me with this next part but since this is my blog I can say what I want:
I'm taking a dating sabbatical. Yes I'm serious. I can't stand how I'm going from guy to guy right now, and how I'm overly emotional and get super attached to them right off the bat. I'm going to need help with this because right now I can't do much of this kind of thing on my own so who's with me? :)

until next we meet...
♥*

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