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"& to think that you will not be, Scared, FOR YOUR LIFE!" - Alesana

It finally happened. Yes, I, Kristin E. Staples, have accepted defeat with that boyyy. Seriously, after 8 years you'd think he would want to try dating me, not be scared to hurt me. He honestly doesn't realize that keeping me hanging like this has hurt me, and unless he reads this he won't know. Whatever, though. Apparently he's not the one, and if he is it's going to be MUCH longer before we're together. I get that he's been hurt in past relationships before, I really do...because so have I! Seriously, if I could remember how many guys told me that we were going to get married, be together forever, they'd never leave my side, that they can't imagine their lives without me, blah blah blah...well, let's just say I could write an excellent chick flick or novel. *sigh* I really really reallyyyy like this one though; giving up on him is probably one of the hardest things I've had to do in forever :/ To be completely honest, I'm only giving up the pursuit; if, by some miracle, he decides he wants me at some point I WILL go for him. Until then, I will wait, single or not. Single, most likely though because let's face it, who wants Kristin the Emo Kid? :(

Speaking of "Emo", I got myself back into CHIODOS. Bone Palace Ballet is an amazing album; if you haven't heard the song "Lexington." GO LOOK IT UP NOW! Other than CHIODOS, I've started listening to the bands Hey Monday and VersaEmerge. I'm not really feeling VersaEmerge but Hey Monday seems pretty decent :) I'm more into bands like Evans Blue, Ludo, and Something Corporate, but I'll always give something new a try :D

Other than this, I've just been chilling around my house. Nothing too exciting.
People, you need to ask me more questions on Formspring; I have a box set up to your riiiight!
And follow me on DailyBooth and Twitter of course :3

Alright, my head and ears hurt so I'm going to lay down with Sheldon my phone and IM that boyyy :*
until next we meet...
♥*

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