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"Hell has to notice, your actions and motives..." ~ 10years!

Needless to say, the world's worst blogger is back :P Honestly I set out to update here and never do...like, I'll get sidetracked by a text message or Farmville and just...not.

Alright, my "romance" update (or lack thereof):
I hung out with Trevor and Cora up at Pratt University on Friday February 12 and had a blast; felt like I was back in high school again with all the Anime xD Next day I was super tired and emotional so I clung to Trevor like cling wrap via text message. Valentine's Day came around and...I rejected him. Now, I know that sounds harsh but I honestly don't like Trevor like that. My heart has chosen another (who I'll get to in a minute).
Chris and I sort of started dating for a day last week but soon realized that we both want different things. I want to fall in love and all that, and he just wants sex...or sex before discovering if he loves me or not. I just can't do that.
There's this kid from OKCupid named Taylor who seems to be head-over-heals for me, but again my heart has chosen another...
That "another" is none other than my exboyfriend Casey. Okay, so our break-up wasn't ideal but who's break-up is? And yeah we moved super fast in our relationship with the "I Love You"s and such, but I think we've both realized that we do like each other, have a lot in common, and can stand to talk to each other for longer than 10 minutes a day. As it says on my Facebook, "It's Complicated". He doesn't feel ready to be in a relationship right now and I'll respect that; I shall wait for him :) I haven't felt this way about a guy since high school and I'm loving it! He always knows exactly what to say at what time to make me smile :D AND he taught me how to play Yu-Gi-Oh, which I'll admit is super fun!

*sigh* And maybe I wouldn't be so confused if I had that boyyy to talk to but lately he and I haven't been speaking...the reason, I don't know :/ I miss him a lot, like we used to talk for hours each night; now, it's silence. And when we start talking again, he's getting a whole mess of stories xD Maybe I'll IM him now and wait for a response...hmmm...
AND SUCCESS! That boyyy responded! :D

And now, Yu-Gi-Oh. I know I'm not the nerdiest of nerds but I'm still a nerd. Casey had said I should get into this card game and offered to teach me so I accepted, not thinking I'd like it as much as I do. OMG It's so much fun! He and I duel over text message almost every night, haha, and I dueled Trevor when we were at Pratt that Friday (and that was the only match I ever won :o!).

^^ My favorite card right now :3 Magician's Valkyria, helped me win my first duel against Trevor. I can't wait to see Casey because he has more cards for my deck (Magicians & Spellcasters), two of which symbolize he and I :] *insert AWWWWW here*

Okie dokie, I think I'm done ranting here for tonight because it's now 12:21am and I'm trying to IM that boyyy but it seems like fail :[ Oh well!

until next we meet...
♥*

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