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"I ain't got the time and Daddy says I'm fine..." ~ The GLEE Cast :D

It's been a week or so since my last update, I know, and I'm now updated to keep myself awake so I can harvest my cranberries on Farmville and serve my StarDust Soup on Cafe World. Yep, I'm addicted to Facebook applications and I'm not ashamed to admit it! And my farm is so pretty. I just fixed it up yesterday and straightened the crop-spots and everything :3

Alright, we last left me saying "I give up on that boyyy once and for all!", correct? Well I mean...if that's not what you thought that IS what I meant to convey. Well, I'm sorry, readers; I lied. I could never fully give up on him. He will always be my "What If...?" Guy. You know...that guy I always wish I could and wonder what it would be like to be with him but never actually date him? Yep. But more than that, he is one of the closest most trusted friends I'll ever have. We've discovered this on numerous occasions and it was shown again this past Sunday when we had both experienced heartache the night before and ran to each other for comfort, even if it was just over AIM. Without him, I don't think I could say too many people understand me :) And after watching My Best Friend's Wedding over again I've realized that that is how he and I are going to be whenever one or the other gets engaged/married :P Or at least I'll be the Julia Roberts character and attempt to confess my love to him on his wedding day only to end up happily giving him away to his bride.
And somehow over this past week I've become an object of a couple guys' desires. One guy is mine, Tawny, and Cora's friend Trevor, who I know pretty well and trust. The other is Chris, one of my many customers from Rite Aid who I have flirted with while cashing out but never really could because he had a girlfriend at those points and now he's single and wants me. My question is...why?! Guys, guys, guys...I'm nothing special. I mean, sure, I can make you laugh and smile and okay maybe I'm attractive but why me? This is just my low self esteem making me into a girl but anyways. Right now, I'm just finding myself and enjoying the attention but not in that bad "Oooooh they're giving me attention" kinda way; I just have to be single for a little while longer. In all seriousness it's been over a year if not longer since I was honest to God not attached to a man so a dating sabbatical wouldn't hurt me :D And for once I'm happy with life!

If I don't update until after, I'm going to a party with Trevor on Friday and I'm super excited! :D Just wanted to throw that in there...

until next we meet...
♥*

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