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"When the waves are flooding the shore and I Can't find my way home anymore..." ~ Miley Cyrus!

Blah. Meh. Ugh.
Those have been my emotions all day today and for good reason too.
It all started last night when OKCupid Taylor started obsessively IMing me over and over asking if I was there and finally saying "I love how I waited for 6 hours and you never came back :/". When I answered him, he told me I'm disrespectful and inconsiderate, and I'm sorry; when an 18-year-old boy is telling me I'm disrespectful and who knows nothing about me doesn't sit well with me. So I went to send Cora a text, basically saying Taylor could jump off a bridge for all I cared...only I accidentally sent it to Taylor instead of Cora :o Needless to say, he flipped out saying I don't know him and he's done with me, but I apologized and explained myself and we seem to be okay now. We've been talking most of today :)
Casey just told me that he and I wouldn't be a thing again, which reallyyyy crushed me because I like him a lot. Heck, I even got into YuGiOh so we'd have something to do together :( But it's all good; this is perfect example of how you cannot make someone like you anymore than they already do.
And, to just top everything off, Chris is more than likely moving to Florida by the end of the month :/ Now, I know he and I wouldn't work out romantically but he was turning into a super good friend of mine. Like, when that boyyy wasn't talking to me I'd be talking to Chris about everything and he'd actually listen. Sigh, everyone I get close to runs away. It's a proven fact.

[This would have to be my lowest point. I'm so ready for my high. Seriously, I need to live life and be happy again, and by God I will do just that!]

Happy note of this entry: I rekindled my love of Miley Cyrus when I heard her newest single "When I Look At You".

It's an extremely beautiful song and really touched my heart :* Check it out!

Okay, I'm going to see if Cora could call me and I can complain about these guys to her, haha!
until next we meet...
♥*

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