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"Though some say I will heal over time, it doesn't; Seem too likely..." ~ Celldweller!

Almost a week goes by and so much happens in my life. Seriously I wish I could hit a pause button or something and rewind to the beginning of last week and tell myself not to make the stupid mistakes.
Why am I going off about mistakes? Simple; things that happened last week could've been avoided with more thought on my part.

Allow me to explain...

Last Tuesday Casey asked me back out and like a puppy I said yes. Dollface and Cora both warned me not to but Kristin never listens, eh? Anyways thinks were going great for the first 2 days; he'd call me each night and we'd actually talk about stuff :D Then came Friday where he didn't talk to me most of the day. Thank God for Dollface or else I probably would've gone insane. He sat there and listened to me freak out over "Where is my boyfriend? Why wouldn't he just text me saying he can't talk right now?!" Saturday started out as probably one of the worst days ever. Work sucked, and for some reason everyone that came in reminded me of Casey, who still hadn't responded to me at all! AT&T shut my phone off at this point, so I used the work phone to call my parents, Dollface, and Casey. Dollface called me back and calmed me down but then when I finally got Casey he screamed at me, saying I'm psychotic and he can't handle it, blah blah blah. Well by the end of the night he dumped me...while I was at the movies with Tawny, via text message. Whatever. Yeah, Tawny and I went to see The Bounty Hunter and it was sooooooo good! :D After the movies and our dinner of McDonald's we stopped at the bowling alley and saw Chris who was drunk and stumbling haha. Good times :D

Anyways, on the Casey subject, I need to get over him. Like, seriously, he never really loved me apparently and all he really wanted was one thing. Whatevers. On to the next one.
Right now I'm just having fun with friends and stuff. We'll see where this leads.

OHOH, my subject for this blog are lyrics from Celldweller, this amazing band Dollface got me into :D GO LOOK THEM UP...NOW! :o
Another thing: Anyone remember Justin Berfield, the actor who played Reese in Malcolm in the Middle? Last night he was having a live Tweet session on Twitter and actually answered my question!
justinberfield: RT @KristaVolpe: @justinberfield Is there a way to watch #SonsOfTucson online for free, streaming? HULU.COM AFTER AIRING
^^YESSSSS!!!!! Life is complete! ;D

until next we meet...
♥*

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