& you're in my head...♥

Whoa! alot's gone on since last week! Sorry for the lack of updates; been reallyyyyy busy :P The Pops Concert was awesome, especially our finale of High School Musical. I'm so happy I was in it! Although Syri and I thought we messed up our song ("Truly Madly Deeply" from Savage Garden), everyone told me we were great :) Cannot wait till next year's; SENIOR!!!! w00t!!!! So after that I still have drama rehearsals, in which I'm now one of the main characters :D I'm so excited! I can't wait to officially start blocking my character and rehearsing as Thomas. Yes, I said Thomas as in I play a guy =x Rocky's my big brother, Erik, and my new friend Laura is my mom. Oh, and this little guy named Nate is my father. The sad thing is I play the youngest member of this family and I'm the oldest out of all the actors haha! But I'm excited like I said! Then yesterday a had a bike . She fractured her nose, chipped her teeth...

I FINALLY know exactly what I want in a guy... Firstly, he should want to be with me Be there to hold me through the nightmare and wipe away the tears that I shed from all the damage I've been put through Someone who will sing me to sleep, either on the phone or in person Someone who will push me around in the back of a shopping cart Someone who fully accepts me; dreams, wishes, scars, everything He can't walk away from me when I need him Laugh at my humourous things (I can be funny) Don't put me down, ever Don't lie to me; it disappoints me more than knowing the cold truth Spend hours on the phone with me, just because it helps him feel close to me, and I can hear his voice; maybe even fall asleep on the phone with me Someone who will make me feel safe...even when I'm not in their arms We should have things in common, but I'm very open-minded and willing to try new things MUST be open-minded; if he's not, he won't be able to put up with me His looks are...

Hahaha, oh how I love my friends, especially Rocky! messed up STAR k: right, it would be cute to push your gf around in a shopping cart at like wal-mart or price chopper? CPrelientK77: um maybe messed up STAR k: omgoshhhhh...do you think I'm insane too messed up STAR k: ? CPrelientK77: lol CPrelientK77: nooo.... y wud i think that? CPrelientK77: j/k lol messed up STAR k: lol...*sigh* that's all I want...a guy to push me around in a shopping cart messed up STAR k: the back of it, not the kiddie seat haha CPrelientK77: that means that you're dangerously dependent on guys CPrelientK77: no seriously I read that in a book CPrelientK77: or not...;-) messed up STAR k: whattttt???? I just thought it sounded cute messed up STAR k: I'm not dependant on anyone, except Jesus CPrelientK77: lol CPrelientK77: i wuz j/k CPrelientK77: wankin your chain lol messed up STAR k: hahahaha surrrre *sigh* All I want is a guy to push me around a store in a shopping cart. I th...

Although this is going to sound cliche since I love music as much as I do, I have a song that has honestly helped me in alot of areas. May it be giving my life fully to The Lord Jesus Christ or just getting through a day at high school...and this band is AMAZING... So without anymore introduction... underØATH :: Some Will Seek Forgiveness, Others Escape I heard a voice through the discord A deluge of passersby I saw one gaze frozen in time Watching me passing by And I swear I'll know your face in the crowd And I'll hear your voice so loud When you're whispering Hey unfaithful I will teach you To be stronger, to be stronger Hey ungraceful I will teach you To forgive one another. Here's my kiss to betray (Kiss to betray) Desperate to brush the lips of grace (Brush the lips of grace) Do you feel hollow when you think of how I lied? Oh sweet angel of mercy With your grace like the morning Wrap your loving arms around me Oh sweet angel of mercy With your grace like the morn...

He lied to me. For over a week, Donny lied to me, saying he loved me and couldn't wait to be with me. I just couldn't believe it when he told me earlier. You better believe I cried my eyes out. This just goes to show that I get my hopes up wayyyy too high too often and I need to stop doing that. I just can't believe that I let him let me fall like that for him again. I KNOW what he does; I've dated him twice before...but for some reason, this time felt different. Like, we both really wanted to be with each other...but no, he'd rather have his friend, Rayna, which if I ever meet her, I will tell her she's the luckiest girl alive because he's a great guy...at least when you're dating him. I wish I was her...I really do. I'm never good enough for any of the guys I like...*sigh* But whatever. You know, I'm not going to let this tear me down. I will stay strong. Now all I need is to talk to Rocky...hehe!

So now I'm home, which is better than Web Design, in my opinion. And my loverrrr still isn't online...he was last night and I talked to him then, but I wanted to today because it's his birthday hehe. I'm such a good almost girlfriend. Once I get one, I'll have to post a picture of us together. I cannot WAIT to see him and be with again. I think he's amazing, and he thinks I'm amazingly beautiful =D (so this is my loverrr, Donny...isn't he hott? ^_~) But aside from that, I'm alright. Just overworking myself with all the stuff I'm in. All next week is filled with rehearsals and homework, so hopefully loverrrr will call me instead of IMing me...I do love his voice hehe It's hott =P Here's how the next week is going to roll: Monday - 6-7pm - Choirlaires Dress Rehearsal w/ Syri Tuesday - 6-8pm - Choirlaires Dress Rehearsal w/ group Wednesday - 6:30-8:30pm - Drama Rehearsal Thursday - 6-8pm - Choirlaires Dress Rehearsal w/ group (final one befo...

Well, heyyyy~ I'm Kristin and I guess this will be my newest blogspot-thingie. I'm in my one class in High School at the moment, while waiting for my love to WRITE BACK TO ME on AIM. He's like this sometimes...and now he's gone...again... Anyways, I'm not normally whiny. Most people call me an intellectual, because I'm definitely not intelligent. I love music, it's my life. I've been called the human I-Pod because I can rattle off band names, titles, composers, and pretty much everything else right off the top of my head. I'm a computer DORK, not geek; geeks are smart. I'm not smart. So, speaking of music, this entire blog is named after a couple of my favorite songs. The title ("Though I'm weak inside, I'm Thriving Just The Same") is from a song by Something Corporate called "Wait" and the link (isawyougofaster) is from a Third Eye Blind song titled "Faster". I downloaded both of them on my Limewire at home ...