"...go run for cover you better start to love her so much you're moving on and on..." ~ Evans Blue<3333

My day was first up then slowly got down. I actually got my bus this morning, which was nice and I listened to my MP3 all the way to school. When we got to the school, I was blasting "Beg" by Evans Blue and thinking, "Gosh, this song is speaking to me somehow...gee..." but then I got breakfast and headed upstairs where I talked to Allyson about how I wanted Jon back and how jealous I was the Kyle♥ already found a Japanese girl to talk to. I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm happy he's making friends, but I also know how much he likes Japanese women. I'm just jealous, that's all.
Anyways, classes were a bit better today, except Chorus, because the teacher treats us like we're Kindergardeners. Then after class, all of us who were a part of Harmony and Choralaires came up and started discussing how we wanted them back, until this stuck-up girl decided that Choralaires wouldn't work, and the teacher of course agreed with her over Syri and I, who were only in that group. Whatever. I walked home, yet again, blasting "Beg". I took a couple pictures, but only one came out even remotely good:

As I walked home, I saw Souni so we talked for a while, all about Kyle♥. She reassured me that nothing went on between them and that she didn't want him. I knew she didn't want him but he wanted her, just because she's Asian. That's my best friend's fantasy; to screw an Asian chick. You can change a lot about yourself, but you cannot change your nationality, so sadly I can't become Asian or Japanese or anything =[
Then I get home and Jon's online so I figured, "Hey, I'll tell him I want him back". Oh, it was going well, until he tells me that there's another girl he likes that likes him back. Now he's conflicted so I might just say "SCREW IT!" I then realized "Beg" is my song to this situation. But I won't get too into that.
After that, nothing seemed to go my way. My parents are bugging me to plan activities for my birthday party which is something my friends and I just don't do. I can't go on my Senior Trip to Boston because I don't have the money for it, and Boston is my favorite place in the world.

I guess I can be happy I'm turning 18 in 11 days! I can't wait =D And I can't wait for my party; I get to be with Kyle♥ for the day XDD That alone makes me feel completely ecstatic!

Anyways, always look on the bright side: Cindy's coming tomorrow! =D

Oh, speaking of Cindy, read this dream she had last night; it's scarily accurate to our lives. The word "dream" is a link =P


until next we meet...
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