Saturday, September 12, 2009

I really don't feel like writing an actual entry so here's my current song:

And now the old flames will pass away
I saw your light once, did you see mine?
But not all things will pass away

You turned your light off, so I turned mine
Away from your sadness
Away from the nothing that you feel for me

Is this how you wanna go down right before my eyes?
You are the saddest sight I know
You're so quiet and you never make a sound
But here inside my mind you are the loudest one I know

And you were right, right from the start
It took everything you had but you finally broke my

Quote hey, listen 'cause I'll only say this once
I finally found the words that mean enough to me
Goodbye my soul, unquote
[Evans Blue :: Quote]

Okay, so it's not the happiest song or the whole song but it's what sticks out to me the most tonight. I hung out with my friends earlier; they're dating and watching them cuddle and everything killed me. I miss it...a lot. Can't sugar-coat it.
But whatever, maybe I'm just not the girl for anyone right now. Yes, I do like Kory an awful lot, but does he even like me like that?! I mean, he says we would cuddle and whatnot if we were in the same room but is he trying to just be my cuddly friend?! Ugh...

until next we meet...
♥*

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