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"Someone tell me I still could get out of here..." ~ Little Shop Of Horrors <333

In a pretty good mood today. I made my mom practically die laughing over the idea or image of a fatman riding a bus :P (It's one of those you-had-to-be-there moments, I guess)
I'll be up at FMCC tomorrow between 8:15 to 12:30, more than likely with Spencer, so if you want to see me you should find us. He's going to be attached to me (and I'll LOVE it! hahaha!) XD

Alright, I promised Cora I was going to blog something about this next topic. I meant to last night but it just ran away SCREAMING so I'll do it now.
All my life I've been on the search for my soul mate, that one person who would make me feel "complete" and I'd marry them and live happily ever after. More recently, however, I've come to realize something. Yes, I do want to find that ONE person. Yes, I do want to fall in love. No, I don't HAVE to right now. I'm content with life as is; I don't need a boyfriend or man in my life to make me feel anymore complete than I already to. Content with being single, unless you're an Earth-shockingly AMAZING guy I will probably reject you. Nothing against you, personally; I just do honestly have a lot on my plate right now with College Applications, work, and just general finding myself things. If you really think I'm the one, we can be friends and get to REALLY know each other before taking it to the next level. I'm sick of jumping into a relationship and having it fail miserably because one of us realizes the other isn't compatible. So, guys, males, men, boys, whatever you'd like to be called...wait for me <3 I'll be ready in a few months maybe; right now, I'm enjoying being independent and happy :)
And yes, I've already broken at least three hearts because of this, and I am sorry but, like I've been trying to say, it's time for ME to be happy now.

And with that, I'm going to shower and get ready for tomorrow! :D
until next we meet...
♥*

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