& you're in my head...♥

I officially had the day from hell until about ten minutes ago when I talked with Josh and he made me feel better =] He's amazing, and I'm so glad I met him through Facebook and MySpace XDD It all started at Dress Rehearsal for CATS when I sat on this fake rocking horse thing and it snapped. You better believe that everyone was on my case after that, so I was deemed the klutz for the day there. Then by the middle of rehearsal I realized I'm like the only one there who's single, but I do like someone in the cast. The problem is he's only 15; and no it's not Chris (over him!). I was about 4 feet away from this guy and I just couldn't do anything. I felt frozen. Then I get home and was completely stressed out and blew up at my little brother because he threw a ball at my butt. I don't know why, he just did. And finally, I called Kyle, who I decided that we need space from each other because we're just not talking like we used to and it depresse...

Today wasn't all that exciting but I'll still write about it, seeing as how I know a couple people will be reading it =] Thank you to them, by the way. You're the reason I'm even keeping this going. So I finally woke up and got dressed, then called Kyle to apologize for everything that went on last night, and he said it was fine, we're still cool. He also told me to get more sleep, so after I'm done here it's bedtime for me =P He restarts Driver's Ed tomorrow but I won't see him since he's only going to be at the school from 8:30-10; my classes are from 8-10 and 10-12, so it sucks. He knows how bad this is affecting me and he wants to see me too. *sigh* I called him while I was cleaning tonight and he cheered me up a bit, although he made me feel bad since I haven't watch the show Ergo Proxy yet (hey, it's not my fault I don't have a DVD burner and have to wait to use Rocky's). But anyways, I'll watch them eventually th...

I have to change my song. Right now, it's "Amazing" by Blue October, and I knew something was up when Kyle cried during it. It's messing with me. Sometimes things do this to me and I don't know why. Like last night, I started dreaming about that Jon guy and it was odd. In it, he wanted to be with me, but in reality, I know in my heart I don't want to be with him, honestly. I'm happy with my friendship with Kyle and Anthony, and my new friendship with Josh online, and my reacquintainted friendship with Eyn. Another guy would just confuse me right now. That's all I wanted to say. I just don't know what song I should put here. I'd put "Konstantine" by Something Corporate but I don't know; I don't think you'd all sit here and listen to it, ya know? It's 9:35 long. *sigh* I'm lonely...I hate this...I miss Kyle. Plain and simple. And rightfully so, since we haven't seen each other in almost a month now. T...

Haha, yeahh I know I need to update more but honestly nothing too much goes on in my life worth gushing about or blurting out. It's pretty sad and pathetic most days; I get up, go to summer school, come home, go to CATS rehearsal (thank God this is the last week of the play!), come back home, and either call Kyle or just chill the rest of the night, constantly checking my MySpace or chatting with people on AIM. Speaking of AIM, Facebook, and MySpace, I met a guy on Facebook named Josh and I decided to IM him yesterday, and wow! He's a-freakin'-mazing! I think I'm falling for a guy I met online :o But yeahh we're chatting now as I'm typing this =] He's pretty funny! Here's something so that you all can see how funny he is with me: Josh (10:44:36 PM) : I went to this thing in Ohio called 'ragnarok' Josh (10:44:49 PM) : and what it was was a bunch of kids fighting with foam swords Josh (10:44:52 PM) : period garb Josh (10:44:5...

My past two weeks or so have been amazing (and very busy, which is why I haven't updated ^_^). I figured since I just had one of the best nights of my life, I'd tell you all the happenings of Kristin E. Staples =] So, that weekend of my last update was the weekend of Kyle 's Graduation Party, and I really liked it. It was very relaxed and his family is so nice! My hot outfit ^_^ Like? Awwww, my sad Emo Kyle ; his laptop died =[ After that there was no more techno music or JAVA help ;P... Of course I needed to take a picture by the dead laptop too ^_^ Kyle && Kristin ...Best Friends With Love♥ That's MINE! You touch him, you will feel the wrath of a midget named Kristin (or Candy Pants, as he called me =P). But in thinking about it, his party was cool. I was the only one there for his Graduation from his friends (I think everyone else was working), but it was really nice to have him all to myself outside of school ^_^ But yeahhh...that was Sunday July 8, 20...

First of all, I want you all to take a look at this. It's amazing...breath-taking, even. I want a guy to play this for me on a piano *sighs dreamily at the thought* Anyways, my cold's almost gone :) Yay, no more stuffy noses and coughing :D:D:D:D Cindy's coming over tonight so I'll have pictures tomorrow hopefully :P Other than that, life is good. But I do miss Kyle, alot, like an illegal amount right now :( He's working tonight so I won't be able to call him *sniffle* ughhh....don't know what else to write at the moment....:\ ♥*

Just here to tell you all that I'm sick. I have a summer cold , as Kyle so geniusly called it. How does one develop a cold during summer? I mean, seriously, am I that weird?! *sigh* Kyle told me it's because of the temperature fluctuation. I have Weak Immune System Deficiency , and ADHD. That's all...I'll be back when I'm better :) until next we meet... ♥*

I don't really like "Hey There Delilah" by Plain White T's but it seems to be everyone's favorite song lately so it's stuck in my head *ugh!* Anyways, my weekend was cool, I guess. Friday, the family and I went to Cooperstown to visit the Baseball Hall of Fame. I didn't learn too much about the sport, but I did have fun taking pictures of my Stitch doll in various areas of the building (yes, I'm a dork and brought my Stitch to the Baseball Hall of Fame...my parents didn't mind). Then we went to the Farmer's Museum and I bought two lollipops, which I ended up giving away... Oh, and I endured all this with only about 4 hours of sleep; if we remember, my parents were away the night before and I was babysitting on Rockstar, which in turn gave me a hangover :/ It was baddddd! Kyle already scolded me about so I'm a good girl now O;) sorta...hahaha! Anyways...later that night, my family decided to go to the Drive-ins to see Fantastic Four 2 , ...