"Now would you prefer something with Eiri or Yuki?" ~ Kyle♥

The subject for this entry is a quote Kyle♥ said to me last night as he looked through the Right Stuf catalog for a Christmas present for me. Right Stuf is the company that put out Gravitation, my favorite Anime. And Eiri Yuki is one character =] That's why it made me giggle, but then I had to remember that Kyle♥ had never seen Gravitation, so I forgave him ;]

Other than that, our trip to New Jersey was alright. I just don't like the beach that much, and I got covered in sand. It sucked like that...but whatever.
Then my little brother's birthday part was fantabulous. I had so much fun on the playground at that park; I might have my Graduation party there.

Anyways...
Jon♥ and I are doing good. We're still together and I'm ecstatic. I was supposed to go see him yesterday but it just didn't work out for us =[ But hopefully next weekend I can see him and hug him and make him mine (as if he isn't already).
Kyle♥ cares so much about me, it makes me ecstatic. Like, every night at 9pm he calls me just to see how I'm doing and we end up talking for hours. It's amazing. I love him♥

Oh, you all have to see the adorable picture my Jon♥ sent me the other day; it made me giggle =]:
^-^ I love it and I love him =]

Alrighty, well...

Oh, yeah....I got a laptop from Amy. And Taryn helped me program the internet and stuff onto it. So BIG thank you to all of them for helping me =D


until next we meet...
♥*

"...quite a shame that it goes this way..." ~ Bt<33

Ahhh, love is bliss. And if anyone else tells you differently, they're not in love like me.
I've got two guys in my life, and I wouldn't change either of them for the world. I've got Kyle, my bestest guy friend who cheers me up when I'm down, flirts with me, and makes me feel all happy and fangirl. Then I've got Jon, my boyfriend who basically worships the ground I walk on, loves me unconditionally, and will never ever leave me.
Most girls only have one man, I have two wonderful ones and I wouldn't want either of them any other way.

Last night was a roller coaster, a good one. I started out really lonely, and Cindy went out with people so I didn't have anyone to talk to. Then Kyle called at about 8:45pm, in which we decided that he should call back after 9 so it's free for me, and he did! We talked until maybe 10:45pm, about random things, like what we were like when we were 14 and what we would've thought of each other, and what the stars mean to us, and even about him wearing my panties (I wear his boxers =P). He's my best friend, where would I be without him?
At 10:45pm, Jon called me, which is why I ended my call with Kyle (although we were having fun discussing what he'd do if I was naked in front of him). He decided to leave the camp early because he was sore. I feel so bad for him, he was in so much pain...I wished I was there with him =[ Well, we talked until about 1am and then I went to sleep happily.

Those are my two loves right there.
Cindy is my love as well, but she's not a guy =P She's my big sister...who wants my ex, Donny. Gahhh, it's all so confusing =P Especially since Donny's Jon's best friend. But Cindy and Donny would be adorable together so Jon and I are working on it...little by little =]
And Jon's quitting smoking for me, because he wants to live and be with me. This makes me so happy! =D He makes me happy, I love him so much.

Alright, well...not too much else is happening, except I'm leaving for New Jersey tomorrow morning at 4 and won't be back until Friday sometime, in which I will probably just sleep.

I'll update again soon =]


until next we meet...
♥*

"...you do something to me that I can't explain..." ~ Incubus<333

My past few days have been delightfully hectic, to say the least. But I wouldn't have my life, my friends, or my family any other way =]

Sunday I went to Cindy's place in Amsterdam, which was cool. As soon as we got there, her mother, she, and I all went to Hannaford, but on our way there as we passed by McDonald's we saw Jon, outside lighting up his cigar next to his friend Carlos. We laughed about this the whole night, almost...until I got depressed because he never called me back.
Oh, big FYI - Jon and I are dating now...again...
But this time I know it will last because now I'm being completely open and honest with him, and I know he loves me, too =]

Anyways, back to Cindy's, as we were waiting for him to call me back, we watched the movie Candy (Heath Ledger w00tz!) and it depressed us. If you've never seen it, or heard of it, it's about a girl named Candy who lives with Heath Ledger and gets addicted to all the stuff he is, as well as becomes a hooker and such. Depressing...to say the least.
Then Monday, we watched Cindy's nephew Jacob until I had to leave when my dad got out of work. He's adorable! He's two so he asks why to everything =P

Other than all that, I talked to Kyle for a long time last night (about 2 hours), and he made me laugh =] I miss him alot, and am going to miss him more when he's away to New Hampshire from Friday until maybe Monday, but I know he'll call me when he's back on Tuesday with all the stories of seeing his old friends as they pass through Vermont =]
And I miss Jon alot right now. I feel so lonely without him here to talk to me =[ He went camping with his friends and I have no idea when he'll be back. Then again, they are most likely camping in someone's backyard because there's no place to camp where he said they were going camping =P I want to talk to him so badly. I miss him. I love him so much.


Alright, well...you all know the drill...

until next we meet...
♥*

"...I'm counting UFOs and signalling them with my lighter..." ~ Incubus<333

So I'm a little less confused tonight, but then again if I wasn't confused I wouldn't be Kristin, would I? Haha, sad but oh, so true!

I talked to Kyle for a long time today, and we basically said that we're best friends =] I've missed him so much, that just hearing his voice made me smile earlier. Tonight was his last night of working at KFC for the summer, but that does not mean that he'll be home more; he's the kind of guy that just absolutely has to be moving and going places to survive. But, yes, he reassured me that whatever comes our way, he'll always be here for me. And, he made me go to Price Chopper and talk to the boss about my job so...
I went to Price Chopper and now I'm a cashier! I start orientation in a couple of weeks, and then they'll give me some regular hours, hopefully. Hey, it's money, right?
I also talked to Jon...for a couple minutes. He's still at his friend's place, so we haven't talked all that much lately, which sucks because I miss him alot =[

So today, aside from my trip to PC, Taryn called me and asked if I wanted to go get pizza with her, so I did and then we went "antiquing", which was amazing. She bought a vase for her mother, and a few things for us: 4 star necklaces (our "Konstantine" necklaces), and an ink portrait of a Japanese bridge surrounded in Kanji for me. I love Taryn (in that non-homosexual kind of way). She and I definitely need to hang out more =] Haha, that Antique Shop rocked; they had amazing stuff and they played She Wants Revenge. That was the most fun I've ever had surrounded by dusty stuff that smelled like an attic =P

And now I'm home alone...listening to crappy emo music, and hoping Jon or somebody calls me. I know Kyle won't because we've talked twice today and he'll just come home from work and go to sleep (yes, he goes to sleep around 9:30pm; he's a fruitcake like that =P). And I hope my mom remembers that I wanted her to rent Sweet November for me (I need a Keanu Reeves♥ fix badly!).

So the next couple days look like this for me:
I have church and church dinner tomorrow, then maybe going to Cindy's for a couple nights and days.
Thursday until possibly Saturday, I'll be in New Jersey (oh joy, family vacation and long car trip...not my idea of a good time *rolls eyes*). But this works out in my favor because Kyle's going to New Hampshire from Friday to possibly Sunday so I won't be too bored and lonely (me, not lonely? Psh, but it's fun to think like that).
Then...I think Sunday or Saturday is my little brother's second birthday party at a park in town.

Alrighty...feel like talking to me, leave a comment or two =]

until next we meet...
♥*

"...use me as you will pull my strings just for a thrill..." ~ The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus<33

So I might actually be completely unhinged in this entry because I'm really confused right now.
Jon and I are sorta together, but not officially. I just can't be in a relationship right now, since I still love Kyle...who's always working now, it seems. And when he's not, he's shopping and spending money only to come home and complain to me about it (hey, at least he's talking to me, right?).
Anyways, the more I talk to Jon, the more I fall for him, and it scares me to death. The only other guy I've loved like this is Kyle, and I'm still falling for him too. It's not fair to either of them to have to deal with this, I know, but it's what's going on in my heart.
Jon's the sweetest guy I've ever met. Kyle owns my heart and knows all my secrets.
Both have their reasons for liking me as they do, but only Jon says he loves me back; Kyle's still a little confused, I think.

I just don't know what to do here...somebody help me with this?
I'll listen to anyone!

Other than that, I finally met Amy today, and she's pretty cool =] I can't wait until we can actually hang out somewhere better than my house...errr, outside of it, at least =P

I miss everyone...
Cindy, Kyle, Anthony, Zach, Donny (yes, I'm serious), Jon, Rocky, Adam, and so many more people if I were to list them I'd still be crying...
I'm so lonely right now =[


Anyways, I'll leave you to read this now...

until next we meet...
♥*

"...come break me down, bury me bury me, I am finished with you..." ~ 30 Seconds to Mars<333

So...yet again, an overdue update. With CATS finally over, I think it's safe to say my life is a bit more relaxed.

Josh and I had a fall-out and haven't talked in three days. He used me over the internet until he could get a girlfriend, which was stupid of him because he's moving on the 16th anyways and she's not going with him. But whatever. That other guy I told you about, the one who's Donny's best friend, Jon, and I are getting close and it makes me happy =]
Speaking of getting close, Kyle and I are talking again =D He called me last Sunday when I wasn't home, and I called him back. He's my best friend and I love him more than I ever have now. He's amazing, words can't describe what I feel for him...*sigh* But I miss him right now because he's at work =[ Only a couple weeks left for him, and then he gets to go to college, like the smart person he is hahaha!

CATS was amazing. Not exactly as amazing-feeling as E-RI-E was for me, but almost there. We got standing ovations each night, which made us ecstatic. The cast parties sucked for me though. I ended up just getting depressed and going off on my own. On the Saturday party at Garrett's, J.Star (aka Teh Hottness<333) came up to me and hugged me, saying he liked acting with me and he'll miss me as he goes off to college. That broke me down, and I just cried right there.

I got a job finally. I'm going to be a cashier at Price Chopper =] I can't wait to start! XDD I'll be getting some money for my Senior Trip XDD BOSTON, BABY!!!! w00tz!

Other than that, not too much else going on in my life at the moment.
I'm just exhausted because I spent the night at Coty's place...and we don't sleep there =P


so I'll leave you with this...
LISTEN TO "Space Monkey" by Placebo.
IT'S AMAZING!!!!!!

until next we meet...
♥*