& you're in my head...♥

It's day two of three without Richard♥ at home, which I know we hardly see each other to begin with, but now it's difficult to get a hold of him not knowing what exactly he's doing when. He called me last night, which was nice. I miss him more than my words can express =[ Hopefully he'll call me later and I'll be happy again XD I finally found a song that I think I may just have to completely dedicate to him [I should, seeing as how I already texted him the lyrics to it earlier =P]. It's "One in a Million" by Miley Cyrus aka Hannah Montana. It's the sweetest little love song I've ever heard XD Also, it's the first one in forever that's actually made me smile =] A lot. So, other than the missing Richard an illegal amount, I filled out an application for Herkimer County Community College. The guidance counselor told me they'd accept me in about two weeks, so I'm excited, even if it's only like 20 minutes away from home...

It's Day one of three without Richard♥. He's on a band trip thing in Rochester, NY, until Sunday night, when I will hopefully get to Amsterdam to see him =D I miss him like crazy and I'm pretty sure he misses me just as much. It was cute, he texted me when he got there and maybe about 10 minutes before I was saying, "Oh, I hope he got there alright". It's telepathy, I'm positive =] Other than missing my love, I've just been getting angry a lot over little things, really. It annoys me that I'm so short-fused at times, but it's just me. I don't mean to act out on it; I just hate hearing people yelling, but c'est la vie. I'm used to the screaming, yelling, and such...fun stuff, right? Anyways, I had a conference with the one guidance counselor and my mother today, because apparently I'm failing and I'm ranked 76 out of 80. Ugh, whatever. I still have a semester left of school, so I can pull off Graduation if I get my b...

Thought you'd enjoy hearing me sing...or not.... ♥*

Ugh, today was...well...a day *shrugs* Aside from the fact that I was exhausted, I miss Richard♥ and spent most of the day in deep thought over a lot of things that I probably over-analyzed too much. This, in turn, raised my heart-rate at least 1000%, which is quite scary. I know I have to distance myself from Kyle a little bit, because it's going to affect my relationship with Richard♥, but I talked to Kyle's friend Kevin's little brother who's in my grade, and he says that Kevin told Kyle to stop calling and he doesn't want to talk to him. This means that I am now his only true friend who hasn't betrayed him, at least I don't think I have. I've always been there for him, as he as for me too, but I know when it's too close for comfort. And lately, he's been my vacuum attachment and I really don't like it. I love Kyle, he's my best guy friend and has been my savior for the past 2 and a half years. But during those years, I waited a...

Well, who would've thought that only after about 5 days, Richard♥ and I would be as close as we are =] I mean, we have the same thoughts, we finish each other's sentences, we talk alike; it's like we're the same person. Then again, isn't that how it's supposed to be with your soul-mate? Yes, I consider him to be my soul-mate, and he considers me his =D We hung out all afternoon yesterday in Amsterdam =] So of course we got pictures [actually Cindy got pictures; you'll get it once you see them]: ^ Why, yes, he is adorable =] [and he didn't want his picture taken =P] ^ Look...what's that? Is Kristin actually... smiling ?! Oh my goodness, she can smile =D ^ I think this has to be one of my favorite pictures of us =] I love having him hold my hand♥ ^ Just like in the movies...I know that's what you're thinking =] ^ Our heart is better than the Kristin/Jeremie heart; fersure =D I'm ecstatic right now...well, for the most part. The one p...

First off, HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYBODY! Or as I was calling it earlier, Happy Fatty McFatty Day XD Hope everyone has a super uber day today =] So as if we couldn't tell yesterday I was a bit down and out about the whole boyfriend situation. But now I have an announcement: I AM OFFICIALLY TAKEN! His name is Richard♥ and I've liked him since I met him when I was in 7th grade and he was in 6th. He has since had other girlfriends, but always seemed to like me too, so last night we decided to try out the long distance thing and maybe-just maybe-I can get out to Amsterdam and see him soon =D Yes, this makes me ecstatic XD Not only do I have a boyfriend, but Adam has agreed to go to my Senior Prom with me =D Now it's all color coordination and everything now *screams* But we've got until May so I think we're good =] Other than this, I've got to call Kyle♥ later and we're going to "trip out on tryptophan" together =P We're cool like that XD ...

Why, yes, I've found a new amazing energy drink =P It's called Fuze, made by the Coca-Cola company, and it costs the same as Vitamin Water so I figured I'd try it, and wouldn't you know? I liked it (^_^) I'm an energy drink fanatic, in case you didn't know. Anyways, that new guy I was slightly interested in, John, decided he was going to freak out over everything and we now don't talk much. I think the most we'll say to each other is "hey, how are you?" He thought I fell for him too quickly, which in actuality I didn't love him; I was only crushing. But whatever, his loss. Jeremie started talking to me again, but we haven't said two words to each other in almost a week so whatever. I decided that the only guy worth my love is Kyle and I think it's going to stay that way for a long time. He's the only one that's been there for me through everything and, yes, he's pushed me away, but then he's realized that he a...

Figured since I haven't updated at all in November, I'd let you all get into the life of Kristin. It's been an interesting ride, let me tell you. So on October 26, Jeremie and I officially met and I thought it went rather well. He seemed like a sweet guy who liked me, but looks can be deceiving. ^ Yes, that's him and his cell phone =P Doesn't he look cute? ^ We were cute...oh, it gets worse...=[ ^ Our heart that took 10 minutes to figure out how to make...he's a bit slow sometimes...more... ^ Cute again...and to make everything better, right now "Hide and Seek" by Imogen Heap just came on =[....ughh, and finally... ^ The picture that gets me most of all...='[... In case you didn't get it, after he met me, he left me, took me back, and traded me in on Friday for someone else. Someone, who while we were hanging out, he told me was a creep and that he'd never do anything with, but whatever. I was heartbroken, but I'm over it now. I, ...