It finally happened. Yes, I, Kristin E. Staples, have accepted defeat with that boyyy. Seriously, after 8 years you'd think he would want to try dating me, not be scared to hurt me. He honestly doesn't realize that keeping me hanging like this has hurt me, and unless he reads this he won't know. Whatever, though. Apparently he's not the one, and if he is it's going to be MUCH longer before we're together. I get that he's been hurt in past relationships before, I really do...because so have I! Seriously, if I could remember how many guys told me that we were going to get married, be together forever, they'd never leave my side, that they can't imagine their lives without me, blah blah blah...well, let's just say I could write an excellent chick flick or novel. *sigh* I really really reallyyyy like this one though; giving up on him is probably one of the hardest things I've had to do in forever :/ To be completely honest, I'm only giving up the pursuit; if, by some miracle, he decides he wants me at some point I WILL go for him. Until then, I will wait, single or not. Single, most likely though because let's face it, who wants Kristin the Emo Kid? :(
Speaking of "Emo", I got myself back into CHIODOS. Bone Palace Ballet is an amazing album; if you haven't heard the song "Lexington." GO LOOK IT UP NOW! Other than CHIODOS, I've started listening to the bands Hey Monday and VersaEmerge. I'm not really feeling VersaEmerge but Hey Monday seems pretty decent :) I'm more into bands like Evans Blue, Ludo, and Something Corporate, but I'll always give something new a try :D
Other than this, I've just been chilling around my house. Nothing too exciting.
People, you need to ask me more questions on Formspring; I have a box set up to your riiiight!
And follow me on DailyBooth and Twitter of course :3
Alright, my head and ears hurt so I'm going to lay down with Sheldon my phone and IM that boyyy :*
until next we meet...
♥*
Friday, January 29, 2010
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
::FACT:: Women are no better than men.
I figured I'd update this now since I'm expecting a phone call at 9 from NPM (kinda like NPH but his last name isn't "Harris". Get it?!) as I will call him in here :) NPM is one of my exes but we're still friends; he's #17. Like, he and I met, he didn't get along with Anthony, Cindy, and Amber, so we decided we weren't good together. Tonight, while texting, he said he regrets dumping me. Le sigh...
I'm still determined to get that boyyy though. I've worked too hard and suffered too long at this to just walk about from what could possibly be the greatest romance of my entire life. Seriously, 8 years, people. And it's like he understands what I'm feeling and what I'm going through but will NOT give a straight answer as to whether he wants me or not. I know he wants me in bed, he's made that perfectly clear, but I want something a little more than that.
Speaking of "romance", I have a friend (and yes she's a different person than me) who had been in a relationship with who seemed to be a nice guy for her. Today he dumped her, saying he "just didn't want to date her anymore". Now, if he loved her and truly wanted to be with her, he'd want to stand by her side always...am I right? Girls, the men of today are heartless, only want one thing, and think with the head inside their pants. Sad but very true. We need the good guys that are out there; the Landon Carter's, the Seth Cohen's, the Ted Mosby's, the Marshall Erikson's, and the Lenard Hofsteader's (I just made reference to A Walk To Remember, The OC, How I Met Your Mother, and The Big Bang Theory all in one post; I'm good :D). Are they out there? Yes, in the men we'd least expect them to be. Would they be our first choices to go after? Probably not, because just like men we too can be stupid sometimes. Yes, women aren't any more superior to men as men aren't any more superior to women; we all make mistakes and fall and get hurt and not do what's right for us. We ALL need to open our eyes and STOP going after "Mr. Right Now" and wait patiently for "Mr. Right" :)
And, that, my friends, is what I call a blog entry...haha!
By the way, my ears hurt. Anyone else here gauge their ears?
until next we meet...
♥*
I'm still determined to get that boyyy though. I've worked too hard and suffered too long at this to just walk about from what could possibly be the greatest romance of my entire life. Seriously, 8 years, people. And it's like he understands what I'm feeling and what I'm going through but will NOT give a straight answer as to whether he wants me or not. I know he wants me in bed, he's made that perfectly clear, but I want something a little more than that.
Speaking of "romance", I have a friend (and yes she's a different person than me) who had been in a relationship with who seemed to be a nice guy for her. Today he dumped her, saying he "just didn't want to date her anymore". Now, if he loved her and truly wanted to be with her, he'd want to stand by her side always...am I right? Girls, the men of today are heartless, only want one thing, and think with the head inside their pants. Sad but very true. We need the good guys that are out there; the Landon Carter's, the Seth Cohen's, the Ted Mosby's, the Marshall Erikson's, and the Lenard Hofsteader's (I just made reference to A Walk To Remember, The OC, How I Met Your Mother, and The Big Bang Theory all in one post; I'm good :D). Are they out there? Yes, in the men we'd least expect them to be. Would they be our first choices to go after? Probably not, because just like men we too can be stupid sometimes. Yes, women aren't any more superior to men as men aren't any more superior to women; we all make mistakes and fall and get hurt and not do what's right for us. We ALL need to open our eyes and STOP going after "Mr. Right Now" and wait patiently for "Mr. Right" :)
And, that, my friends, is what I call a blog entry...haha!
By the way, my ears hurt. Anyone else here gauge their ears?
until next we meet...
♥*
Sunday, January 24, 2010
"We French kissed on a subway train, He tore my clothes right off, He ate my heart & then he ate my brain..." ~ Lady Gaga
I can't believe at first I hated Lady Gaga! She's a genius! "Monster" is my second favorite of her songs, first being "Paparazzi". Like, I get it that she's "mainstream" and "popular" but so what?! Not everything I like has to be independent and unknown....just most of it ;]
So my BIIIIIIGGGGG news...kinda...okay, it'll confuse you as much as it confuses me....
That Boyyy and I had a really long AIM conversation Friday night into late Saturday morning about EVERYTHING; the fact that we've both liked each other forever, that we're both attracted to one another, and everything in between. The weird part? WE AREN'T DATING YET! I mean, seriously, after that long of a conversation and all the feelings being shared you'd think we would start something, but nope. He isn't ready. *sigh* What's a girl to do? I've waited for him to say he likes me for 8 years now (yes, I keep track of everything)...I'm lost at this point.
Other than that, I'm just cold....
going to bed now or something.
until next we meet...
♥*
So my BIIIIIIGGGGG news...kinda...okay, it'll confuse you as much as it confuses me....
That Boyyy and I had a really long AIM conversation Friday night into late Saturday morning about EVERYTHING; the fact that we've both liked each other forever, that we're both attracted to one another, and everything in between. The weird part? WE AREN'T DATING YET! I mean, seriously, after that long of a conversation and all the feelings being shared you'd think we would start something, but nope. He isn't ready. *sigh* What's a girl to do? I've waited for him to say he likes me for 8 years now (yes, I keep track of everything)...I'm lost at this point.
Other than that, I'm just cold....
going to bed now or something.
until next we meet...
♥*
Friday, January 22, 2010
"There is no parasol that could shelter this weather..." ~ Incubus <3333
Ahhh, the song "Oil and Water" by Incubus. It fits so many situations in life.
For starters, FM denied my Academic Probation so unless I can pay for my classes myself I cannot go. This sucks...a lot.
Oh, and even before that, my family and I gave my cat Claire away to a new family :/ I miss her...she's so pretty....:(
[First picture was went she was just a little over 2 months old and the other is from November.]
But on a happier note...
Yesterday I was at Stewart's with my sister and I started thinking about the Hopeless Romantic Hobo I met about a year ago with Cindy, and I wonder what ever became of him? Is he still hopelessly romantic? Did he get the girl of his dreams that he was traveling across country for? Did he even get to his destination?! So many unanswered questions...that will never get answered because I just know the guy's first name :/ I don't think I can Google "Hopeless Romantic Hobo" and get his information :P Maybe I should be a romantic hobo....hmmmm....nah!
Speaking of "romance", that boyyy and I are still quite close but not together. You see, I've backed off a little (A LOT for what I'm used to doing :x) and maybe--just maybe--he will be mine soon <3333 Sigh, one can hope!
Okay, with that, I shall depart to go to sleepyland since I need to wake up early to go to work :[ Mehhh!
OH! I want to start an MP3 Email Exchange where we all send each other MP3s and the like. If anyone's interested, let me know and leave me your Email address :3 Please? This seems like fun for me! <33
until next we meet...
♥*
For starters, FM denied my Academic Probation so unless I can pay for my classes myself I cannot go. This sucks...a lot.
Oh, and even before that, my family and I gave my cat Claire away to a new family :/ I miss her...she's so pretty....:(
[First picture was went she was just a little over 2 months old and the other is from November.]
But on a happier note...
Yesterday I was at Stewart's with my sister and I started thinking about the Hopeless Romantic Hobo I met about a year ago with Cindy, and I wonder what ever became of him? Is he still hopelessly romantic? Did he get the girl of his dreams that he was traveling across country for? Did he even get to his destination?! So many unanswered questions...that will never get answered because I just know the guy's first name :/ I don't think I can Google "Hopeless Romantic Hobo" and get his information :P Maybe I should be a romantic hobo....hmmmm....nah!
Speaking of "romance", that boyyy and I are still quite close but not together. You see, I've backed off a little (A LOT for what I'm used to doing :x) and maybe--just maybe--he will be mine soon <3333 Sigh, one can hope!
Okay, with that, I shall depart to go to sleepyland since I need to wake up early to go to work :[ Mehhh!
OH! I want to start an MP3 Email Exchange where we all send each other MP3s and the like. If anyone's interested, let me know and leave me your Email address :3 Please? This seems like fun for me! <33
until next we meet...
♥*
Thursday, January 21, 2010
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I don't have much to blog about tonight considering I'm really tired and just want to be cuddled or hugged or something :/ Instead I'll give you guys a song to listen to:
Good song, good song :)
Alright, maybe I'll come back tomorrow with something of interest to talk about.
until next we meet...
♥*
Good song, good song :)
Alright, maybe I'll come back tomorrow with something of interest to talk about.
until next we meet...
♥*
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
::WARNING:: I needed to vent.
This is so ridiculous! I was trying to text a certain someone who will remain nameless because once this entry is done we will ALL know who it is, and they were ignoring me. Okay, that's cool; maybe they're legitimately busy. Checked my AIM and they're online, so I drop an IM. Oh, no, they're not legitimately busy; they're gaming so they can't even text me back a one word "okay" or "ttyl"?! Seriously. And I already know what will happen next. They'll text me while I'm asleep and/or call me. Again, WHILE I'M SLEEPING. How, pray tell, am I supposed to be a part of this friendship if we never get to talk? Communication is key in any relationship, romantic or non. And no I won't play the game just to talk to you. For several reasons, one being it's not free. Two being I don't have the attention span for it.
So honestly I'm slightly detaching myself from said person and seeing how well this goes :/ It's not something I want to do; I have to do it. I can't just sit around here, waiting for a text (because you most definitely CANNOT call while playing this game) only to be left disappointed and lonely by not receiving a reply. I'm sorry.
::NOTE:: This will probably all be over by later/tomorrow. I just needed to vent :)
until next we meet...
♥*
So honestly I'm slightly detaching myself from said person and seeing how well this goes :/ It's not something I want to do; I have to do it. I can't just sit around here, waiting for a text (because you most definitely CANNOT call while playing this game) only to be left disappointed and lonely by not receiving a reply. I'm sorry.
::NOTE:: This will probably all be over by later/tomorrow. I just needed to vent :)
until next we meet...
♥*
*sniffle*sniffle*ACHOO!
Blah. I hate having a cold :/ It just seems to make everything that's unbearable even more unbearable.
Like today, for instance, I had to go up to FMCC for what I thought was a scheduling appointment, but NOOOOO! Instead it was a pointless "Let's Just CHECK If You're Academic Probation Is Finalized" appointment that could've been taken care of over the phone. Of course it's not finalized, and of course I need to get the documents re-faxed in by tomorrow :( Oh, and then when the adviser asked me why I failed the last semester I was at FM and I answered with the honest answer of "I just didn't go to my classes" she replies, "Oh, the committee is going to frown upon that...but you'll still get in, don't worry". Um, really? WHY would you even bring up that they will frown upon it if there's not a chance of my application being accepted? Seriously, these people make no sense to me :/ If their semester hadn't already started today, I'd go to SCCC (at least I'm pretty sure they started today; Casey goes there and his Facebook status says "Back to school"). At SCCC I know some people who would NOT let me fail, would complete force me to go to classes if I really didn't want to, and it'd be so much less like high school than FM is. Maybe in the fall I'll just transfer to SCCC and get it over with.
Other than that, nothing really happened today. I posted a new picture on my DailyBooth, which if you have one and don't follow me you're missing out :P
http://dailybooth.com/KristaVolpe
Follow me. Comment me. Make me [in]Famous. :)
Oh, and never forget Formspring. http://formspring.me/KristaVolpe to interrogate me :*
Well readers I shall depart into my land of mobile-ness. Tomorrow shall be a relaxing day filled with Super Smash Bros. Brawl and SHIN3 Live :D
until next we meet...
♥*
Like today, for instance, I had to go up to FMCC for what I thought was a scheduling appointment, but NOOOOO! Instead it was a pointless "Let's Just CHECK If You're Academic Probation Is Finalized" appointment that could've been taken care of over the phone. Of course it's not finalized, and of course I need to get the documents re-faxed in by tomorrow :( Oh, and then when the adviser asked me why I failed the last semester I was at FM and I answered with the honest answer of "I just didn't go to my classes" she replies, "Oh, the committee is going to frown upon that...but you'll still get in, don't worry". Um, really? WHY would you even bring up that they will frown upon it if there's not a chance of my application being accepted? Seriously, these people make no sense to me :/ If their semester hadn't already started today, I'd go to SCCC (at least I'm pretty sure they started today; Casey goes there and his Facebook status says "Back to school"). At SCCC I know some people who would NOT let me fail, would complete force me to go to classes if I really didn't want to, and it'd be so much less like high school than FM is. Maybe in the fall I'll just transfer to SCCC and get it over with.
Other than that, nothing really happened today. I posted a new picture on my DailyBooth, which if you have one and don't follow me you're missing out :P
http://dailybooth.com/KristaVolpe
Follow me. Comment me. Make me [in]Famous. :)
Oh, and never forget Formspring. http://formspring.me/KristaVolpe to interrogate me :*
Well readers I shall depart into my land of mobile-ness. Tomorrow shall be a relaxing day filled with Super Smash Bros. Brawl and SHIN3 Live :D
until next we meet...
♥*
Monday, January 18, 2010
Oh how I love the Wii...<333
Seriosly I'm updating via Wii. That's how desperate to update I am :P
So today I thought for a long time and came to the conclusion that I don't need a boyfriend I get along with and who accepts me. He also has to be able to put up with my quirkiness. Like, for example, I do quite enjoy dancing around my kitchen with my headphones blasting. If he can put up with that and/or possibly join in, that would be true love right there! Honestly, I need someone who FULLY accepts me and that loves me for everything I am :]
Anddd...now I leave to go play Super Mario Bros. 3 with my brother XD
until next we meet...
♥
So today I thought for a long time and came to the conclusion that I don't need a boyfriend I get along with and who accepts me. He also has to be able to put up with my quirkiness. Like, for example, I do quite enjoy dancing around my kitchen with my headphones blasting. If he can put up with that and/or possibly join in, that would be true love right there! Honestly, I need someone who FULLY accepts me and that loves me for everything I am :]
Anddd...now I leave to go play Super Mario Bros. 3 with my brother XD
until next we meet...
♥
Friday, January 15, 2010
Legen....
You know what? I’m done being single. I’m not good at it. Look, obviously you can’t tell a woman you just met that you love her. I’ll tell you something though. Say if a woman -- not you -- just some hypothetical woman, were to bear with me through all this, I think I’d make a damn good husband, cause that’s the stuff I’d be good at, stuff like making her laugh, being a good father, and walking her 5 hypothetical dogs and being a good kisser…
Ted Mosby [How I Met Your Mother; Season 1, Episode 1]
I bet you're wondering why I began this post off with that huge quote from Ted Mosby. Well, I just rewatched that episode of How I Met Your Mother, and it made me realize I am the female embodiment of Ted Mosby. I have been known to drop the "L-bomb" within hours or a mere couple days of meeting a guy, and, to be honest, if you take the statement above and make it into the female version, I think you'll notice it fits me, Kristin (except for the 5 dogs...make it 5 cats! XD).
Is "being a Ted" a bad thing? In my opinion, not really. I mean, sometimes it gets me hurt but honestly I enjoy it; it means I have a big heart and tend to care deeply for people. You know that feeling where you just click with another person? I get that a lot...not because I date a lot of guys, but because with each guy I date I take one or two traits I like about them and try to find someone new with those traits plus many more that I really like :) Being a Ted is a lot of fun sometimes, but not everyone can be :P Some people have to be Barney or Marshall.
Seriously, How I Met Your Mother is a show about love in this generation. You have the couple (Marshall and Lilly), the gigolo (Barney), the strong independent female (Robin), and that one guy who's always unlucky-in-love (Ted). We all know people just like each of them, may they be friends or family members, and we love them for who they are. Yes, my Ted-like qualities do annoy my friends on occasion but they forgive me after a while :)
So, readers, do you have a television series you've connected with on a level that I have connected to How I Met Your Mother on?
Ted Mosby [How I Met Your Mother; Season 1, Episode 1]
I bet you're wondering why I began this post off with that huge quote from Ted Mosby. Well, I just rewatched that episode of How I Met Your Mother, and it made me realize I am the female embodiment of Ted Mosby. I have been known to drop the "L-bomb" within hours or a mere couple days of meeting a guy, and, to be honest, if you take the statement above and make it into the female version, I think you'll notice it fits me, Kristin (except for the 5 dogs...make it 5 cats! XD).
Is "being a Ted" a bad thing? In my opinion, not really. I mean, sometimes it gets me hurt but honestly I enjoy it; it means I have a big heart and tend to care deeply for people. You know that feeling where you just click with another person? I get that a lot...not because I date a lot of guys, but because with each guy I date I take one or two traits I like about them and try to find someone new with those traits plus many more that I really like :) Being a Ted is a lot of fun sometimes, but not everyone can be :P Some people have to be Barney or Marshall.
Seriously, How I Met Your Mother is a show about love in this generation. You have the couple (Marshall and Lilly), the gigolo (Barney), the strong independent female (Robin), and that one guy who's always unlucky-in-love (Ted). We all know people just like each of them, may they be friends or family members, and we love them for who they are. Yes, my Ted-like qualities do annoy my friends on occasion but they forgive me after a while :)
So, readers, do you have a television series you've connected with on a level that I have connected to How I Met Your Mother on?
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
"To score a 10 would be just fine, But I'd rather be dressed to the nines!..." ~ Barney Stinton [How I Met Your Mother] <333
This is the only song I've been listening to all day:
"Suits The Musical" from last night's How I Met Your Mother episode. Seriously, it made me so happy, and the fact that I absolutely love Neil Patrick Harris just makes it all better <3
Cora and I might record me singing it at some point, but I have to do it up right. Really, I want it to be as legendary as the original; I'll need to dress up and dance with a huge crowd and everything :) Ohhh I'm excited already!!! Who's in this with me?!
Anyways...
I've become addicted to Formspring.me. I really think it's super fun and would LOVE it if people would ask me more questions. The box to do so is in the right-hand sidebar of this site *points -->* I'll answer anything, which you'll notice if you look at my profile on there :P
So last night, Andrew and I had a small fight about the fact that he never really talks to me anymore, which is true because he's always playing WoW. I mean, we talked it over after but still...I don't know. I got really super close to him and didn't want to have to pull myself away. He claims that I'm his only friend, but then why not make time to actually talk to me (text messaging counts to an extent but after a while I need to hear a human voice)? I trust him more than I trust a lot of others but if he's going to be like this....I don't even know.
That boyyy and I are quite close nowadays, though. I really like him a lot, always have but he's afraid to get super close to me I think. Maybe someday...in the near future...? <3 sigh...
Alright, in all seriousness I repeat, ask me anything!
http://formspring.me/KristaVolpeDoll
^^ Follow me, like on Twitter :P
until next we meet...
♥*
"Suits The Musical" from last night's How I Met Your Mother episode. Seriously, it made me so happy, and the fact that I absolutely love Neil Patrick Harris just makes it all better <3
Cora and I might record me singing it at some point, but I have to do it up right. Really, I want it to be as legendary as the original; I'll need to dress up and dance with a huge crowd and everything :) Ohhh I'm excited already!!! Who's in this with me?!
Anyways...
I've become addicted to Formspring.me. I really think it's super fun and would LOVE it if people would ask me more questions. The box to do so is in the right-hand sidebar of this site *points -->* I'll answer anything, which you'll notice if you look at my profile on there :P
So last night, Andrew and I had a small fight about the fact that he never really talks to me anymore, which is true because he's always playing WoW. I mean, we talked it over after but still...I don't know. I got really super close to him and didn't want to have to pull myself away. He claims that I'm his only friend, but then why not make time to actually talk to me (text messaging counts to an extent but after a while I need to hear a human voice)? I trust him more than I trust a lot of others but if he's going to be like this....I don't even know.
That boyyy and I are quite close nowadays, though. I really like him a lot, always have but he's afraid to get super close to me I think. Maybe someday...in the near future...? <3 sigh...
Alright, in all seriousness I repeat, ask me anything!
http://formspring.me/KristaVolpeDoll
^^ Follow me, like on Twitter :P
until next we meet...
♥*
Monday, January 11, 2010
Conformity...:x
I broke down and joined Formspring, which may or may not be fail on my part. Honestly I don't think anyone will ask me anything but it's worth a shot.
Ask me anything; in case you didn't notice, I'm an open book :)
http://www.formspring.me/KristaVolpeDoll
^^ Join meh, foo'z!
until next we meet...
Ask me anything; in case you didn't notice, I'm an open book :)
http://www.formspring.me/KristaVolpeDoll
^^ Join meh, foo'z!
until next we meet...
Sunday, January 10, 2010
"& the Britney song was on..." ~ Miley Cyrus <333
I should be sleeping right now because, in the words of Ted Moseby, "Nothing good happens after 2am; when 2am hits, you just go to bed", but I'm talking to that boyyy on AIM and am just not sleepy. Okay, maybe I am...a little....:P
My current Facebook stati says the following:
I've always been told that once you hit the bottom you have to climb your way back up to the top. Well, my friends (and not-so-much my friends), that is exactly what I will be doing. Forget you who broke my heart & made me cry! Forget you who once loved me & so quickly gave me away! Forget you who backstabbed me! I'm moving on.
Alright, blogland, I'm going to sleep (which is code for "I'm going on Mobile AIM to talk more with that boyyy" :P)
My current Facebook stati says the following:
I've always been told that once you hit the bottom you have to climb your way back up to the top. Well, my friends (and not-so-much my friends), that is exactly what I will be doing. Forget you who broke my heart & made me cry! Forget you who once loved me & so quickly gave me away! Forget you who backstabbed me! I'm moving on.
And that is exactly what I'm going to do! Earlier I had tried asking Andrew back out, but he claims to be "content being single" so maybe I should honestly try that as well. I don't need a man to complete me, and I sure don't need anymore heartache and tears from failed relationships. I know who I'd like, but right now I'm concentrating on me...and as soon as it starts, school :)
Alright, blogland, I'm going to sleep (which is code for "I'm going on Mobile AIM to talk more with that boyyy" :P)
until next we meet...
Thursday, January 7, 2010
If this works I'm a genius...
I'm attempting to update through my phone so we'll see how well this turns out :)
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Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Just because I demand to keep you all informed of every aspect of my life...
I have set up Email posting for my blog. Why, you may ask? Well, I can Email from my phone so now I'll be able to update even more than before.
Comments and feedback are always de-lovely :)
until next we meet...
♥*
Comments and feedback are always de-lovely :)
until next we meet...
♥*
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
"I'll change my ways, no never mind..." ~ Shinedown <333
In this post I may go into a pity party, but just bear with me, okay? Seriously, I've had more heartache in the past month than I think I've ever endured before, which is saying a lot if you haven't read the Kyle saga of 2007 in my Blog Archive.
Right now, I'm torn between two guys; one I've dated before and one who I've always wanted to date but for some reason we never did. Guy #1 is one of my closest friends, we know practically everything about each other, we have fun together, and I know there are feelings there, but we have dated before so this makes things complicated. Guy #2 is always the one to pick me up when I fall, to be there understanding my side of the breakup stories after my breakups, and who can always get me to talk about any situation. I think Guy #2's issue is he's not completely over his exgirlfriend, which is a big one but I'd still like a shot. Both guys are attractive and talented in their own ways, and I love them both. I have friends who would both support and kill me if I went back out with Guy #1 but my heart likes him a lot. Everyone and their grandmothers know I've always loved Guy #2; at one point, people labeled it "obsession". It's not like he's married or anything, and he does find me attractive, fun to talk to, and virtually amazing.
Unless there's something horribly wrong with me that utterly repulses men from me. I don't know. I know I'm not perfect; let's face it, I've got a ton of flaws. But I can't be that bad...can I? :( Seriously, this is giving me a complex! UGH!
Anyways, today was a pretty good day for me. Amy and I hung out in Amsterdam with Andrew; we got Chinese and went to Target where I discovered they didn't have the sweater I wanted anymore :/ I knew I should've bought it back in November! Sigh...then I went to buy Big Bang Theory season two on DVD but they stopped me because I could watch it for free online but really I like holding the show physically in my hands. It's all good though; I still have my $30 gift card from Christmas that I hopefully will use at some point soon :)
I love hanging out with both of them, even though they don't let me look at the baby aisle or CDs :P
*sigh* I'm just waiting to see what happens now. And for Andrew to call me in between World Of Warcraft raids or battles or whatever he's doing WoW-related :P
until next we meet...
♥*
Right now, I'm torn between two guys; one I've dated before and one who I've always wanted to date but for some reason we never did. Guy #1 is one of my closest friends, we know practically everything about each other, we have fun together, and I know there are feelings there, but we have dated before so this makes things complicated. Guy #2 is always the one to pick me up when I fall, to be there understanding my side of the breakup stories after my breakups, and who can always get me to talk about any situation. I think Guy #2's issue is he's not completely over his exgirlfriend, which is a big one but I'd still like a shot. Both guys are attractive and talented in their own ways, and I love them both. I have friends who would both support and kill me if I went back out with Guy #1 but my heart likes him a lot. Everyone and their grandmothers know I've always loved Guy #2; at one point, people labeled it "obsession". It's not like he's married or anything, and he does find me attractive, fun to talk to, and virtually amazing.
Unless there's something horribly wrong with me that utterly repulses men from me. I don't know. I know I'm not perfect; let's face it, I've got a ton of flaws. But I can't be that bad...can I? :( Seriously, this is giving me a complex! UGH!
Anyways, today was a pretty good day for me. Amy and I hung out in Amsterdam with Andrew; we got Chinese and went to Target where I discovered they didn't have the sweater I wanted anymore :/ I knew I should've bought it back in November! Sigh...then I went to buy Big Bang Theory season two on DVD but they stopped me because I could watch it for free online but really I like holding the show physically in my hands. It's all good though; I still have my $30 gift card from Christmas that I hopefully will use at some point soon :)
I love hanging out with both of them, even though they don't let me look at the baby aisle or CDs :P
*sigh* I'm just waiting to see what happens now. And for Andrew to call me in between World Of Warcraft raids or battles or whatever he's doing WoW-related :P
until next we meet...
♥*
Monday, January 4, 2010
Small edit to last entry...
Casey may have dumped me and made me cry, but we've talked it all over and we're still going to be close friends. Or at least we will try to, and I hope so because he's still a fun guy to be around (even though I was only around him twice :P). He also claims he didn't use me so I'm going to believe him.
That is all. Carry on with your lives as I will do mine.
until next we meet...
♥*
That is all. Carry on with your lives as I will do mine.
until next we meet...
♥*
"I've got no strife, I'm loving life, Could you say the same?.." ~ Smash Mouth <333
Smash Mouth had a song titled "Stoned" off their Astro Lounge album back in 2000-ish that I recently reunited with...and it feels so good :)
Anyways, today had its ups and downs. Ups? Casey and I hung out for a few, and in those moments I was the happiest I'd ever been in a while. Downs? He drove him, ate dinner, then dumped me via text message, saying we "moved too fast into everything" and that we should just be friends. This shocked me so much, I started to get sick. HE was the one who said "We will be together forever, my wife, my soul mate", the list goes on...this was so sudden for me. I felt, and still do feel, so used :( Never again will I fall for the blue eyed adorable guys.
I did, however, get Andrew back as my friend :D I'm so happy! He's honestly one of the greatest guy friends I've ever had; he actually understands me and wants to help me with whatever issues I'm dealing with in life, as I do the same for him :) I love you Andrew-kitty. Thank you for being here for me <3
No one is going to believe me with this next part but since this is my blog I can say what I want:
I'm taking a dating sabbatical. Yes I'm serious. I can't stand how I'm going from guy to guy right now, and how I'm overly emotional and get super attached to them right off the bat. I'm going to need help with this because right now I can't do much of this kind of thing on my own so who's with me? :)
until next we meet...
♥*
Anyways, today had its ups and downs. Ups? Casey and I hung out for a few, and in those moments I was the happiest I'd ever been in a while. Downs? He drove him, ate dinner, then dumped me via text message, saying we "moved too fast into everything" and that we should just be friends. This shocked me so much, I started to get sick. HE was the one who said "We will be together forever, my wife, my soul mate", the list goes on...this was so sudden for me. I felt, and still do feel, so used :( Never again will I fall for the blue eyed adorable guys.
I did, however, get Andrew back as my friend :D I'm so happy! He's honestly one of the greatest guy friends I've ever had; he actually understands me and wants to help me with whatever issues I'm dealing with in life, as I do the same for him :) I love you Andrew-kitty. Thank you for being here for me <3
No one is going to believe me with this next part but since this is my blog I can say what I want:
I'm taking a dating sabbatical. Yes I'm serious. I can't stand how I'm going from guy to guy right now, and how I'm overly emotional and get super attached to them right off the bat. I'm going to need help with this because right now I can't do much of this kind of thing on my own so who's with me? :)
until next we meet...
♥*
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Grrrr! Some torrents take FOREVER to download :( I found one with a bunch of songs from the earlier 2000's (aka the GOOD MUSIC YEARS!!!) and I swear I've been waiting almost a half hour for it to finish. Ah well, it led me here in my wait :P
Andrew and I are no longer speaking. He claims to be in love with me, which I'm finding hard to believe since he dumped me and now thinks he loves me? Whatever. He doesn't know what love is, and if he seriously thought I was going to leave Casey to go back to him, he's sorely mistaken.
Speaking of Casey, everything is amazing with him :) He makes me the happiest woman ever, and I honestly don't know what I'd do without him. Earlier tonight we were talking on AIM and he sent me this:
"You are my Wife, My Soul Mate, My Heart, and my Bestest friend, I love you Kristin Elizabeth Staples"
Now I know what you're thinking because I've heard it all before; "It's way too soon for you two to even think about marriage", but honestly if I'm not considering marrying him why am I dating him? Seriously, people, I date to find my husband, and I do believe Casey just may be him <3 I can't wait; he's coming to see me later today...when it's not 12:30 in the morning and he's been asleep since 11pm :P
Oh, hark...a text message from Cora. Okay, a Tweet from Cora asking for someone to talk to. I shall go respond! *grabs Sheldon*
until next we meet...
♥*
Andrew and I are no longer speaking. He claims to be in love with me, which I'm finding hard to believe since he dumped me and now thinks he loves me? Whatever. He doesn't know what love is, and if he seriously thought I was going to leave Casey to go back to him, he's sorely mistaken.
Speaking of Casey, everything is amazing with him :) He makes me the happiest woman ever, and I honestly don't know what I'd do without him. Earlier tonight we were talking on AIM and he sent me this:
"You are my Wife, My Soul Mate, My Heart, and my Bestest friend, I love you Kristin Elizabeth Staples"
Now I know what you're thinking because I've heard it all before; "It's way too soon for you two to even think about marriage", but honestly if I'm not considering marrying him why am I dating him? Seriously, people, I date to find my husband, and I do believe Casey just may be him <3 I can't wait; he's coming to see me later today...when it's not 12:30 in the morning and he's been asleep since 11pm :P
Oh, hark...a text message from Cora. Okay, a Tweet from Cora asking for someone to talk to. I shall go respond! *grabs Sheldon*
until next we meet...
♥*
Friday, January 1, 2010
"Maybe it's not my weekend, But it's gonna be my year..." ~ All Time Low <3333
Happy 2010 everyone! Hope everyone else had a splendid New Year's Eve/Day...considering the fact that I had to flippin' WORK both days D: My job owns my soul sometimes.
Anyways, it's been a little over a week since my last entry and oh boy is there drama to report!
Casey and I are happily together; we went to see Avatar with Tawny, Cora, and Trevor last Sunday and it became official. Now, I've said this before but this time I REALLY MEAN IT, he is my male counterpart; we have very similar sense of humor and almost everything in common :) I love him more than I've ever loved anyone else (even Kyle, which is saying something right there :x).
Since Casey and I got together Andrew decided he wanted me back. Unfortunately, he's a little too late and realized this so now he and I aren't talking...even though he calls me in the middle of the night, texts me constantly, and repeatedly tells me not to talk to him. Whatever, he had me and left me for World of Warcraft. There would have to be major begging and changes before I even considered taking him back.
On a completely different note, my parents are making me get rid of my cat, Claire. She's a bit antisocial and moody, but she IS a beautiful black cat. If and when we find a home for her, I will miss her :( Maybe she'll be happier with less cats around, since we do have 4 altogether. Sigh, c'est la vie, eh?
Alright, Readers. 2010 is going to be my greatest year ever! I can just feel it. I'm happy, going back to school in a few weeks, dating a man who loves me more than anything else in the world (as I do him as well!), and am just staying generally optimistic :) Wish me luck! And good luck in your '010 journeys.
until next we meet...
♥*
Anyways, it's been a little over a week since my last entry and oh boy is there drama to report!
Casey and I are happily together; we went to see Avatar with Tawny, Cora, and Trevor last Sunday and it became official. Now, I've said this before but this time I REALLY MEAN IT, he is my male counterpart; we have very similar sense of humor and almost everything in common :) I love him more than I've ever loved anyone else (even Kyle, which is saying something right there :x).
Since Casey and I got together Andrew decided he wanted me back. Unfortunately, he's a little too late and realized this so now he and I aren't talking...even though he calls me in the middle of the night, texts me constantly, and repeatedly tells me not to talk to him. Whatever, he had me and left me for World of Warcraft. There would have to be major begging and changes before I even considered taking him back.
On a completely different note, my parents are making me get rid of my cat, Claire. She's a bit antisocial and moody, but she IS a beautiful black cat. If and when we find a home for her, I will miss her :( Maybe she'll be happier with less cats around, since we do have 4 altogether. Sigh, c'est la vie, eh?
Alright, Readers. 2010 is going to be my greatest year ever! I can just feel it. I'm happy, going back to school in a few weeks, dating a man who loves me more than anything else in the world (as I do him as well!), and am just staying generally optimistic :) Wish me luck! And good luck in your '010 journeys.
until next we meet...
♥*
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