"Though some say I will heal over time, it doesn't; Seem too likely..." ~ Celldweller!

Almost a week goes by and so much happens in my life. Seriously I wish I could hit a pause button or something and rewind to the beginning of last week and tell myself not to make the stupid mistakes.
Why am I going off about mistakes? Simple; things that happened last week could've been avoided with more thought on my part.

Allow me to explain...

Last Tuesday Casey asked me back out and like a puppy I said yes. Dollface and Cora both warned me not to but Kristin never listens, eh? Anyways thinks were going great for the first 2 days; he'd call me each night and we'd actually talk about stuff :D Then came Friday where he didn't talk to me most of the day. Thank God for Dollface or else I probably would've gone insane. He sat there and listened to me freak out over "Where is my boyfriend? Why wouldn't he just text me saying he can't talk right now?!" Saturday started out as probably one of the worst days ever. Work sucked, and for some reason everyone that came in reminded me of Casey, who still hadn't responded to me at all! AT&T shut my phone off at this point, so I used the work phone to call my parents, Dollface, and Casey. Dollface called me back and calmed me down but then when I finally got Casey he screamed at me, saying I'm psychotic and he can't handle it, blah blah blah. Well by the end of the night he dumped me...while I was at the movies with Tawny, via text message. Whatever. Yeah, Tawny and I went to see The Bounty Hunter and it was sooooooo good! :D After the movies and our dinner of McDonald's we stopped at the bowling alley and saw Chris who was drunk and stumbling haha. Good times :D

Anyways, on the Casey subject, I need to get over him. Like, seriously, he never really loved me apparently and all he really wanted was one thing. Whatevers. On to the next one.
Right now I'm just having fun with friends and stuff. We'll see where this leads.

OHOH, my subject for this blog are lyrics from Celldweller, this amazing band Dollface got me into :D GO LOOK THEM UP...NOW! :o
Another thing: Anyone remember Justin Berfield, the actor who played Reese in Malcolm in the Middle? Last night he was having a live Tweet session on Twitter and actually answered my question!
justinberfield: RT @KristaVolpe: @justinberfield Is there a way to watch #SonsOfTucson online for free, streaming? HULU.COM AFTER AIRING
^^YESSSSS!!!!! Life is complete! ;D

until next we meet...
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A quickie for lulz

So I wanted to reactivate my RUMR phone from Sprint and to do so I went online. Here's the results.

5:34:35 PM		Pamela	Hello, I will be more than happy to assist you today. May I ask is 518-844-1013 the number that you are chatting in about ?
5:34:38 PM		Me	Kristin Staples
5:34:43 PM		Me	Yes
5:34:50 PM		Pamela	Thanks
5:34:55 PM		Pamela	For account security and verification, may I please have the 6-10 digit PIN number on your account?
5:35:10 PM		Me	I don't have a PIN
5:35:30 PM		Pamela	That's ok , How about First pet's name?
5:35:42 PM		Me	Pringles
5:36:00 PM		Me	At least I think that's the answer
5:36:50 PM		Pamela	That is incorrect, I have just sent the information to show reject @gmail
5:37:39 PM		Me	realityshowreject@gmail.com
5:37:45 PM		Me	I never got it
5:38:15 PM		Pamela	refresh the Internet page & check the mail gain.
5:38:50 PM		Me	It's still not there
5:40:05 PM		Pamela	I certainly do apologize, without the account authenticated I will not be able to activate the phone, However You may sign into your my sprint account to check the PIN.
5:40:51 PM		Pamela	Could it be another PET'S name?
5:40:59 PM		Me	Claire
5:41:06 PM		Me	could that be it?
5:41:21 PM		Pamela	That's it
5:41:32 PM		Pamela	Please allow me just a moment to review the account.
5:41:44 PM		Me	Okay
5:42:30 PM		Me	Is there a way for us to reactivate this account?
5:42:37 PM		Pamela	May I please have the ESN/DEC number from your new phone? It can be found inside your phone under the battery.
5:43:04 PM		Me	268435457600112384
5:44:18 PM		Pamela	This account has been canceled since 08-10-2009, may I ask , the phone that you would like to activate, is that for this account?
5:44:44 PM		Me	Yes. Unless it'd be easier to put it on a new account?
5:46:20 PM		Pamela	I certainly do apologize, the account is canceled & the phone cannot be activated , however you certainly may contact the Financial Services Department to discuss the balance & activation.
5:46:43 PM		Me	Okay. Thank you for your help.
5:47:00 PM		Pamela	You are most certainly very welcome!

Yeah....lame. I'll be back later.
until next we meet...
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"You may be 20,000 miles away but I can see ya and baby baby you can see me..." ~ *NSYNC!

Dollface updated this last night with some of his own opinions, which I think is amazing! Seriously if he agrees I'll make him a partner here and he can contribute every so often or as much as his heart desires.
Currently he and I are going to be working on a screenplay which will be located here so take a look if you're interested.

Okay, now to my life...or lack thereof.
Friday night, Sherry, Cora, and I all stayed at Sherry's apartment and I think they literally talked all night. I now know Sherry's entire life story, give or take a few details. And even before this, I had Chris come over and he brought a friend. They left within five minutes without even saying goodbye :( I think I suck at life. But anyways, I'm glad Sherry and Cora get along nicely and I hope we can do more interesting things at the next gathering. Oh, and I'm going to need more than 40 minutes of sleep while doing so, just an FYI.
Lately I've been having weird dreams, like ones where I'm dating Cora's exboyfriend and another where I'm making out with my biological father only to find out he's gay!? Seriously, can anyone make sense of these or am I losing it?

I'm sorry this is super short. I just don't have much to write about tonight and I have to go do dishes.
until next we meet...
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I'll think of you in my dreams. You'll never know just what you mean to me..... ~ IVY

"You know what else grinds my gears? ...You America!" ~ Peter Griffin
But seriously, you know what grinds my gears? The fucking "one-up guy" (a female/male who always has to one-up everything anyone says or does). Its like, what the fuck!, calm down. If I say, oh I had to write a 5 page paper, they wrote a 6 page paper, in Latin. If I say I haven't slept in 2 days, they say they haven't slept in 3. If I say I made some lemonade this morning, the one-upper says well I grew, watered, and harvested some orangelos then made myself some orangelo juice... Who the fuck does that? Really, do you always have to dick and ball skootch all over everything I fucking say? Why don't all you mother fuckers go home and fuck the white bitch some more?
{[violent scream]}

Till next time, fuck thyself.

Dollface <3

Musicals, Happiness, and Other Random Thoughts :D

Sherry posted this on her Facebook and I think I'm in love:

Seriously, I want my life to be a musical much like this one. I'd love it if I had my merry choir of friends and many costume changes and random outbursts of dance! It'd be legendary...who's with me?!

Last night with Sherry was fun :) Ice cream at 11pm, random phone conversations, internet...<3
The topic of the night was "If two girls were willing to have a threesome with you but you had to wait at least two weeks to do so, could you?". Most guys said they'd wait, only maybe 7 said they couldn't. Men, where is your willpower?! It's not everyday you get offered a threesome (or maybe it is, I don't know all of you).

ANYWAYS...

I have come to realize that 2010 is going to be my year :) It started out crap; Casey used me, certain people are no longer my friends, college rejected me, etc. But now I know it's only March but seriously this is the happiest I've been in years. I finally know who my real friends are and who I can trust :D And I'm so grateful to have met Alex/Dollface because without him I'd probably still be blah and emo about everything; he's one of the few people who can make me laugh and calm me down when I want to just break everything in sight out of anger. And who would've thought anything good could come from a dating site? Haha! I'm also glad Sherry and I have gotten close again; I've missed having a friend in town I can hang out with and talk to. And of course I still have my Cora who I love and trust with everything, and that boyyy who occasionally pops in and out for an update/laugh :D I'm loving life!

That is all for tonight. I feel like going to sleep or something.
until next we meet...
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"Boys boys boys, With Hairspray and denim, Boys Boys Boys, We love them!..." ~ Lady Gaga!

Eventful day for me :) I know that's a lame way to start but whatever. I had my first of three driving lessons today and the instructor told me I actually did quite well for a first time driver :D I'm excited because once I get my license I can actually go places and see people more!
And I'm just mentioning this now: I MISS MY DOLLFACE-MONSTER! :3 Seriously, I know I talk to him constantly throughout the day but I really liked spending time with him in person and cannot wait to do that again. Soon.

And I totally had something I was going to go off on but I can't remember what it was now, mainly because I'm kinda distracted by Lady Gaga and the fact that I'm going to spend the night at Sherry's tonight.
OH! I've been using my Tumblr more recently and I'm loving it; click here to see what I mean :)

AHHHH I remember now! So my lesson was in Schenectady and when my dad dropped me off he basically left me to my own devices and I had no clue where I was! I sent out a frantic text message to Dollface who called me and showed me around via Google Earth, which I love because it's very The Lake House in my opinion :) He's my Keanu Reeves. But still I definitely don't belong in Schenectady at all; they don't even dress like me :o I hope I never get lost there, ever; I'll die!

Okay, I need to go do dishes and grab a couple things to take to Sherry's tonight :D
until next we meet...
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The [mis]Adventures of Dollface, Dharry, & Staples :: Take 1.

First off before I start on The [mis]Adventures of Dollface, Dharry, & Staples, I mustmustMUST post this music video:

I HAAAAAATE the concept mainly because it doesn't suit the song too well but it's a great song otherwise. LOVE Lady Gaga! :D

ANYWAYS...
Friday was just a super stressful day for me, so I sent out a "I Need A Hug" text message to Alex, Jeremie, and Chris. Well, Jeremie just asked what was wrong and I didn't want to answer. Chris basically told me he wouldn't help me. So...that left Alex, who actually wrote back "Should I come out there and see you?" to which I said "It's up to you" and HE ACTUALLY SAID YES! AHHHH!! Anyways, I finished up work, went home quick to put on jeans and grab a couple things, then went back to Rite Aid. Alex told me he probably wasn't driving home that night and I wasn't about to let him spend the night in his car like he was planning, so I texted Sherry saying we could meet Dollface and asked if he and I could stay at her place, and after a couple hours she said yes. By 8:30, I had met my Dollface in person, introduced him to my Rite Aid family, then went up to McDonald's so he could eat :P Once we finished there I decided to show him around Canajoharie (I know, "so exciting" but he had never been out here before so I think it might have been...?). As we're walking around Sherry calls and says she's walking over from Fort Plain, so Alex and I headed over towards that direction, which was so nice talking along this walk and getting to know each other more :D OMG he thinks it's funny that our bowling alley only says "BOWL" on the roof instead of "BOWLING ALLEY" xD Anyways...really close to Fort Plain I called Sherry back to see where she was and from how she described it she was in Canjo already so naturally we turned around to walk back towards there, but lo and behold a few minutes later she was right behind us with a kid on a bike. So now all four of us headed back into Canjo where we discovered that I cannot walk and change a song on an iPod; I tripped and slow-motion fell onto a curb to which Sherry and Alex laughed almost hysterically at :P We then walked over to Alex's car and tried to get that kid's bike into the trunk but ended up having to take it all apart, and as we were doing so the cops showed up thinking we were high or something, and this is NOT what I needed! Luckily they left, we brought that kid and his bike home, and the three of us left in the car took a 40 minute drive to Herkimer for McDonald's. Yes, I crap you not. "Why?" you may ask. Alex was hungry :P As we were waiting in the drive-thru a mouse ran under the tire and Sherry started freaking out thinking we hit it; we didn't, for all you animal-activists ;] Once finished in Herkimer we drove back to Sherry's place, talked for a couple more hours, and attempted sleep. I got maybe an hour and a half of sleep, Alex claims he got 40 minutes but I think it was more like an hour or two, Sherry slept normally. At 7:30 Alex brought me to work and we said our goodbyes :/ He did say "see you next week" so am I supposed to assume he's coming back next Friday?
Now how we got those nicknames? Simple. My last name is Staples so that's an obvious. I like to call Alex "Dollface"; it's how I have him listed in my phone and also how he lists me in his! Dharry...okay, so it was around 4:30am Saturday and Sherry randomly says "No one ever texts me" then fell back to sleep. Alex whispered to me to give him her phone number and as he went to type her name he accidentally typed "Dharry" instead of "Sherry" and it just stuck for he and I :P
Oh, it was cute; apparently my MP3 player had fallen out of my pocket so he called me maybe 3 minutes after I clocked into work and said "MP3 player". When I got to the door and he gave it to me, he said "I could've kept it as a reason to come back next week but I don't think you could survive a week without it" :3 That made me smile!
Alex says this was the most fun he's had in ages and this was the most random thing he's ever done in his entire life, and I'm so glad I got to be a part of it. Actually I took his random-ginity ;D hahaha!
And honestly I think my favorite quote from that night has to be:
Yes my blanket has flowers on it, I like the color pink and girls' jeans, and I don't like to get dirty. I have gay tendencies but am not sexually attracted to men!
Simply because that sums up Alex to a T :) I really like him. He makes me smile like no one else can, he's cute, pocket-sized...*sigh*
I really cannot wait to see him again, but until then I'll enjoy our phone conversations :3

And that concludes The [mis]Adventures of Dollface, Dharry, & Staples :: Take 1.
until next we meet...
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"I never will forget those nights, I wonder if it was a dream..." ~ The Ataris!

It's funny that not too long after I posted my last entry my day completely took a 180 and I had a blast! No, not with Cindy, Anthony, or Kyle, but with Sherry, Alex, and Cora :) Allow me to elaborate....
I decided since it had been about a week since I had been running that today would be a good day to go do so. Started out nice, listening to some (hed) p.e. in my headphones and I made it to Dollar General where I bought 2 energy drinks. As I'm taking a break walking to the nearby park in the middle of town I had a revelation! "I should text Sherry and see if she's in town!"; lo and behold, she was! After waiting about 15 minutes she showed up and we walked to the apartment she's staying at where an old friend of mine from Amsterdam also lives :) It was a nice little reunion and we talked about old times. Once we were done there Sherry said "Hey, let's walk to McDonald's!" and while I was hesitant at first I called my mom, told her, and we began our journey. About a quarter of the way through Alex texted me saying he was out of class so I made him call me and we all basically talked the entire time we were out :D It was so fun! Then I realized we were going in the direction of the pet store Cora works at so I texted her and she met us outside, and I think all my friends and I are just going to call Alex "Dollface" :P I love it! After we said goodbye to Cora, Alex was telling us he was tracking where we were via Google Earth, so it was like he was taking the walk with us :D It's amazing how cool he is! Finally we reached our destination of McDonald's, where all we bought was a Medium Fry and Coke :P Then came the funniest part of the whole night. We went outside to wait for her mother to come get us and these two old men got out of a van. One came over to us and asked, dead serious, "Excuse me, do they sell hamburgers here?" so I answered, "Yes, and they have cheeseburgers, chicken sandwiches, fish sandwiches, apple pie, ice cream, soda, fries..." and they walked inside very slowly (hello, they were OLD!). Alex was on the phone and all three of us died laughing! Just like in the movies, her mom came at that exact moment after the old men went inside and we all went home :)

All in all it was a night I'm going to remember :) As it says on the side of my blog:
At an attempt to discover who I am, I've found out that friends and lovers come and go...but the ones that are true and that truly love you stick around throughout your entire life. This is a place where I express my love and euphoria towards the ones who have stuck around me through everything; the good, the bad, the weird, the everything.
I wrote that randomly one day during Web Page Design Class but it's so true, and although I may not have many friends I know who's going to stick around and love me forever regardless of what I may do <3

Also, I must throw in here that I really miss Chris. He, too, was involved in this story a bit; a couple text messages, misinterpretations, apologies, flirts, and whatnot :) I need to hang out with him soon!!!! <333

With that I shall depart.
until next we meet...
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"& in the night we'll wish this never ends, we'll wish this never ends..." ~ blink182

Let's take it back a couple years to Summer 2007 when I had the greatest friends of all time :) For me it was always going to be Cindy, Anthony, and Kyle. Although normally Kyle and I just talked on the phone and Cindy, Anthony, and I hung out for a few hours each week that entire summer, I felt like life couldn't get any better. If you need reference, click here and you'll even see pictures :)
As I was walking home with my littlest brother today from an appointment he had with my mother, I started to smell that "Just-After-The-Rain" smell the world gets when Spring is about to arrive and it made me sad. Cindy and Anthony don't even talk anymore, which could partially be my fault (long story short, I introduced Anthony to a person Cindy could never get along with, ergo Cindy backed away :/). I miss them. I miss the crazy times in the park, the prank phone calls in his car at 11pm when I know I should be getting inside but don't want to leave yet because we're having too much fun just being together, and most of all I miss the crazy random pictures we'd take all while the Fort Plain police would scold us for being on steps we probably shouldn't be on :( Those were the best nights of my life and I'd give anything to be able to do that again. I know we've all grown up, have jobs, lives, school, romances, babysitting, and reasons as to why we don't get together anymore, but for one night I'd like to; we'd go to Gabriana's and eat pizza there for hours while joking around with the store owner about anything and everything, then we'd go up to the park in town and play Manhunt in the dark and have heart to heart conversations, all DRAMA FREE!
And then Kyle. Oh, Kyle. He and I still talk on occasion but it's not nearly as much or as close as we used to. I understand he's in college now and needs to concentrate so we can't have super long phone calls late at night, and also I don't have my attic bedroom anymore so super private heart-to-hearts are also out of the question.

*sigh* I know it probably sounds like I'm complaining about my life; I'm really not. I do have friends, really good ones at that. Heck, Cora and I feel incomplete if we don't talk at least once a day for an hour. Alex and I are constantly text and calling each other. And, although we really only see each other at work, I know Tawny loves me and would hate working if I wasn't there to spout out something random every so often at her just to make her laugh. I have a really nice life, don't get me wrong. I just miss certain people who seemed to have faded out, so to speak. Anthony is talking about moving to Canada in a year possibly. Cindy's in college and has a wonderful boyfriend who just might be proposing sometime within the next year! :D Kyle is just in college, working really hard and super busy; I let him have his downtime when he can.

I guess what I'm trying to say is...I miss my old life. I do. But I am happy with life as is :3 I may not be in college (or have finished high school :x), I don't have a significant other, and I'm definitely not moving to Canada (although a visit would be nice ;]), but I do have people I can trust with my life and heart, and that's all that matters, correct?
And to anyone mentioned in this entry, thank you for the memories and the good times :) Maybe sometime we can have a reunion and relive a few of them, eh? <3

until next we meet...
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"Give me something to believe in, 'Cause I don't believe in you Anymore Anymore..." ~ Maroon 5!

Don't ask me why I've been on a Maroon 5 kick today, I just have :) And of course the one song I really wanted to listen to didn't get downloaded properly :/ But c'est la vie, eh?

Aside from listening to Maroon 5 I heard an old favorite song of mine; "The Way" - Fastball. It's a really great song about just picking up, leaving, and never looking back. Now normally I could just go off on a tangent about that but that's not what I wish to rant about tonight. Tonight is about "Age". That song came out in 1999; I was in 5th grade and new to listening to anything other than Hanson and Spice Girls. Since I did go through a stage where it was my "favorite" song I bought it as a ringback tone, among other songs I enjoy listening to. James used to call me frequently and when he heard "The Way" immediately said, "Wow, I haven't heard that since I was almost a freshman in High School!". I then realized how much older he is to me...granted it may only be 4 or 5 years, it's still a considerable gap. He was the oldest guy I've ever dated, but also in my opinion the most immature next to Andrew-Kitty. At least Andrew-Kitty had an excuse; he's a very sheltered 18-year-old.
But that's aside from my point. After realizing how much older James is to me, I then remembered back to High School and my friend Ryan who told me straight-up he'd never date a Freshman when he was a Senior. Well, his Senior year rolled around and do you know what he did? Oh, you guessed correct: He dated a Freshman, who was just out of Middle School. Ugh, I hate liars and hypocrites! Maybe she was a very mature Freshman. I never really got to know her. All I know is she was 3-4 years younger than him and in High School that's a huge deal! A Freshman is just beginning to get the feel of High School and get settled in for the next 4 years, while a Senior is stoked to be leaving in 10 months. Mind-sets are completely different, or at least they should be.
Now the social norm of dating is "Younger girl, older guy". Always has been. For me, that's never the case. Like I said, James was the oldest guy I've dated, and while I've dated a couple other men who have been older than me they never stuck. The younger ones, however, seem to work out better with me. Maybe it's because I'm on their maturity level or maybe it's because when they're younger I feel like I have someone I can take care of and cherish...almost like a child but in a romantic sense. Now when I say younger I DO NOT mean 13 or 14 (although that Justin Bieber kid is lookin' pretty sexy right now ;] KIDDING!); youngest I've dated was 18, and I waited to even express an interest in him until after he turned 18. Like, currently I am interested in Alex (in case you couldn't tell from my Twitters or last blog entry) and he's 19, just about 2 years younger than I am. Is he less mature? Not at all. In fact I think he's more mature than me. Maturity and age are 2 completely different levels, in my opinion.

Oh, and on a completely different note:
As we all know I use Formspring to kill time by answering usually anonymous questions. Recently the anonymous questions, aside from being poor grammatically, have been rather odd; asking about personal subjects dealing with sex. Yes I know people normally ask that on Formspring but once I say "No I don't like that" the subject should be dropped. But NO! Not with this person...they went on and on for 3 questions, finally attacking my digs at their poor grammar skills. Seriously, when did Formspring become a "Burn Book"? It shouldn't be there for people to stab at you with your own personal business.

And with that I shall go back to texting with Alex :)
until next we meet...
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"Take off your shirt your shoes, Those skinny jeans I bought for you, It's happening, There's nothing left to lose..." ~ All Time Low!

I hate that half the time I'm online, I feel like updating here and I just don't. No idea why my mood switches so frequently but it happens. Sometimes I wish I was more focused :P

This past weekend has been up and down, front front back back side to side (get the reference, win a cookie!). Up: I've been talking to this AMAZING guy named Alex who is by far the closest male counterpart to myself that I've ever found. We think the same, seem quite similar in experiences, and he's just...super uber :) I can trust him with anything and everything, as he can do the same with me. And I don't know why, but I do enjoy calling him "Dollface"; which spawns me into singing "Yeah Boy and Dollface" by Pierce The Veil. No idea why but the opening verse of that song is amazing ("Were you honest when you said/I could never leave your bed?/Wake me up and let me know/You're alive..."). Again...I think I just like calling him that :P
Down? Casey begged to have me back last Thursday (alright, "begged" is an exaggeration but it did take convincing) and I said yes. Well, Friday he basically ignored me and I'm sorry, after everything he did to me I don't trust him at all. Saturday rolls in and still nothing so I called. Naturally he didn't answer (he hates the phone) but when he called me back, as soon as he heard my voice he hung up. I proceeded to get manic-y and called, texted, and bothered him until finally he texted me saying "it's done, I'm through". Whatever, I'm so done with that kid. He needs someone who's willing to let him ignore her and whatnot, and I'm sorry one thing I demand is at least a message or two during the day, stating whether or not we will be talking.

Chris is texting me at the moment, telling me he's wasted and still going to continue drinking :/ Honestly I can't stop him because I'm not there but if I was I'd be distracting him away from the bar :o He and I need to hang out again...probably not tomorrow since he'll be completely hungover but eventually. I don't think he's moving away anymore so this makes me smile a lot :) I think he and I are going to be really good friends, or at least I hope.

That boyyy and I haven't talked in over a week and this really hurts because I want to tell him about Alex and everything that happened with Casey and get his insight, but no he's gone :( Actually I don't think he's going to talk to me again, which hurts but you know what? It's his loss, I guess. Hope he's happy with the new girl :(

Well...I think that's that for now. I reallyyyy need a life :/
until next we meet...
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"...It's always the fallen ones, That think they're always gonna save me..." ~ Third Eye Blind

For starters, I'm in a super good mood today :) Seriously, it's not the happiest I've been in ages but it's pretty happy!
I think it has to do with Chris, who I hung out with for a couple hours earlier. He's a really great guy...who's moving :( Anyone I get close to ends up leaving but it's whatever; I'll just enjoy him while he's here :) He's one of the few people I feel safe talking with about anything. He doesn't judge me and likes me for who I am. Also, I love watching his facial expressions; you can honestly tell when he's being serious or kidding about something, and I really like that. And it helps that he has a veryyyy cute face :3 Blond hair, blue eyes...I'd love to have him as my boyfriend, but if we don't end up being lovers, at least we'll always be friends :D And I must say...I'm in love with his car, haha! It's a really sexy one and someday I'll make babies with it before he trades it in :o

Yesterday, Hannah and I went running around town, juiced up on Red Bull, and ran more, only to have me come home and do some crunches...then more running. I'm serious about the getting in shape plan! I need to lose at least 20 pounds.

Other than that, I got reconnected with the song "Faster" by Third Eye Blind, which is how my blog gets the link isawyougofaster.blogspot.com. It's a really interesting song and I just now understand what it's talking about. Basically, here's how I see it: It's describing how Chris is and lives; completely carefree and in the moment...with everything, including sex. Okay, the song focuses on sex but if you look at it innocently it's an amazing song about having ultimate freedom. If you'd like to hear it, click here and enjoy :)

Alright, with that I must go feed my kitties and wait for Cora to call me.
until next we meet...
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Global Personality Test Results

Stability (20%) low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. Orderliness (13%) very low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion (90%) very high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

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Does this really suit me? And is it really all that bad to be "overly open" and "overly flexible"? I happen to like my life and the way I am, thank you very much.
But this does make me think...am I a poser? It says I don't have my own interests which is a lie but really...am I just another sheeple? Oh, and I know I crave attention but it's not as bad as this stupid test made it out to be.
What's your opinion?

until next we meet...
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"Out of the island Into the highway Past the places you won't return..." ~ Vertical Horizon!

I think I finally figured out how to link my blog entries into my Tumblr account. If you haven't yet, go get a Tumblr! Seriously they're a lot of fun and can be considered super private (not that Blogger isn't, but Tumblr is more for posting pictures and random items, I suppose). If you do have one, follow me; http://kristavolpe.tumblr.com

With that aside, I have an announcement! I...dyed my hair again! :D

It's a bit brighter than before and I've gotten many compliments on it :)

Romance (because we all know my posts are pretty focused on very few things; me, random pictures, and boys):
That boyyy has found a girl he is currently smitten over. Although they aren't together they might as well be :/ This has killed my tiny piece of my heart that was left. But, alas, it's not like me to not bounce back. I have decided I really like Chris, even though he's not looking to fall in love right now. Eventually we will be together and it shall be fabulous! That boyyy is just going to be my "What if?" for the rest of my life and maybe that's as it should be...unless I get sneaky panda *shifty eyes* Oh, the details aren't even remotely set up but I can has a plan! :D Definitely more to come about that.
I just feel bad because Trevor still likes me, but I just don't like him as anything more than a friend. Yes, he's fun to talk to, we have tons in common, and I trust him, but that spark or whatever you'd like to call it just isn't there for me to him. According to him I'm going to be his greatest "What If?" and I completely understand where he's coming from. See paragraph above.

Lately, I've done some hardcore thinking and have come up with a couple ideas.
One: I'd like to move to Stuckeyville, OH, at some point in the nearest future possible. The TV Show Ed took place there and I absolutely fell head-over-heals for that town. Plus I cannot stay in Fort Plain my entire life :o
Two: I need to lose some weight. Seriously, I'm not obese but I'm definitely over-weight and not in shape, and this depresses me because it makes me feel ugly :/ I just need to figure out how to do so.

Alright, I think I've talked your ear off long enough here so I shall depart into the world once again :)
until next we meet...
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